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2009-06-27T01:57:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, I've deleted off my tagboard,
which means that soon this blog will be deleted and gone for good
ohya, i guess i won't be returning to blogger anymore,
so do delete off this link
and do cont. catch me on my livejournal

godspeed guys!

2009-04-01T20:51:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, switched to livejournal, like finally
hmm... do relink thanks

will still be opening this blog, so do feel free to tag though

BB-LL@LJ.COM

2009-03-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

"Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too."

"The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?"

had my two orals, el and cl, yesterday and today morning respectively
i would say, i did fairly?
haha i'm not very confident to get high scores, but at least i knew one thing
i've put my very best
well, i think english oral was easier
i screwed the chinese conversation up a little, which is omdg -.-
anyway, when i'm taking my oral, i find one thing the two examiners have in common
they're having their eyes opened wide
maybe they're mesmerized by my drastic gesticulations
My salesperson's habits kicked in.

cl listening compre was easy,
i have confidence that i will score very well for it :D

weekends homework are piling up -.-
ss notes, eng compo, math, chinese, history
haha hopefully i could complete everyhting by tomoro,
yea hope, wish, dreams
it's unlikely for me to complete everything

Darren came my house today after cl listening compre
haha showed him my plan for grad nite clothings :D
ok it shall be remained secret
(a crazy fool like me who's already planned his gradnite suit)

ohya, i guess very soon i may switch to livejournal
kinda bored with blogger now
and livejournal seems so much interesting haha
still trying to get used to it

三个铃 says that she's gonna slaughter my home family the next time she sees me
oh man, im so scared ;D

"It seems that I can't shake those memories. I wonder if you feel the same way too?"

2009-03-26T22:05:00.004+08:00

"it takes time for a person to see the full picture so large..."

okay, i found out that i'm blogging frequently nowadays,
well, more frequent than the few months back at least
sore throat is recovering, which is great
hopefully I'll be fine for oral tomorrow

"... and it really takes time for me to understand..."

Term 2 week1 is no longer fun.
I've noticed that lessons are getting tense, somehow
(maybe i'm just imagining things?)
It's really time for every one of us to get serious in our studies
and for me to buck up in everyting, esp my el -.-
well how i wish my english is getting better
disappointment.

"... every attempts to see the full picture make me bleed from within."

When you find your mind is racing,
the voices within are roaring too loud
you'll definitely find a way to keep u busy
and try to find a way to escape these roars, these insanity
that's what i did, my mind is filled with thoughts
so much that i have to keep myself as busy as possible
giving myself as little time alone as possible
that's why i worked as a salesperson, which i have barely any time alone
and that's why i go for art everytime after school
well, gimme a sec, i didn't mean that i do art jus to escape
i love art, and it's also one way for me to relax
well, hopefully everything's gonna be alright

do you call these stress? or i'm jus imagining things too much?

April is appraoching, it's time for me to take my strides.

nobody is ever perfect. not me, not you.
behind that mask of confidence lies the shadow of insecurity.

2009-03-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

hohoho 三个铃，零，灵 :D
(inside joke)

haha decided to put up this pic, since shuang said that i'm such a bad person
who didnt put this pic up while she did
took this pic during one of the math lessons, when we two got dead bored.
haha don't i look kiddy in this pic? :D

for the reason why shuang's being called san ge ling than liang ge ling (shaung ling)
i shall keep it a secret.
hey i'm risking my life of being killed by her tomoro by putting up san ge ling :D
haha dun kill me if u ever see this man :P

well, i do consider about addressing her 000 in my blog... hmmm...

anyway, my throat was pretty bad today,
especially this morning, before recess.
it was so terrible that i couldn't speak at all
and i could only communicate with 'san ge ling' using paper and pens
LAWL
fortunately, i got better after having my recessbreak
and my throat doesn't hurt so bad for chinese and english
but still, it's unbearable.

math remedial is enjoyable, though i believe that we've gotten mr hui too pissed off
haha with all the hamas and 'san ge ling' :D
yaoming," waah shuangling, ni shi james bond de senior sia. people 007, u 000"
so went to watch volleyball match for a while, and went home to take my things
headed for art till 6.30
progression? it wasn't that bad, yet not near perfect =(

well, counting down... approximately 160 days to 31 of August
O'lvl paper 1 submission! It does seems long, but i dun think that way
you see, almost 3 months has gone, and most of us were still doing sketches?

hopefully my throat will recover soon, cl and el orals are on their way!

have been in no mood these days
and a bit tired? haha stress' fault
it seems like i've ceased to greet, esp with my bad throat soring -.-
hopefully i'll have my mood lifted soon :D

trying not to think, trying hard not to think...

2009-03-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

My throat is killing me, for chrissake!

first day of school today, and everything isn't that bad
despite having some sores in the throat, and slight headache early morning
anyway, i'm jus blogging out of boredom
everything seems good, though i'm not feeling as great
stress is overwhelming, for goodness' sake
damn... term 2 of the year after all

guess i have to do my homework now,
like i said, i'm jus blogging out of boredom
lol, have been re-reading my wolf of wall street.

another post with half-palm-length. damn

I looked out that txi window,"It'll definitely be wonderful if both of us were meant for each other." but no, we don't

2009-03-21T00:56:00.003+08:00

okay, i've decided to delete my 2 prev posts
cos i see no point in posting half-a-palm-size of blogpost on my blog
so i decided to sum out eveything in this new posts haha

so i'm very proud to say that i've done with my math and Amath hw on heymath
well, for once, i did my hol homework during holiday
normally, i'll jus do them when the school reopens
oh man, it's painful to remember the fact tt i did not complete my chinese and ss hw

so after so many things
i found myself on the verge to commit the same old mistakes i've made once
have been thinking a lot on wednesday, when i'm terribly sick
when i'm dying from sneezings and coughings and headaching
suddenly, i see no meaning in whatever i do
life is tiring... after all

school's reopening soon, in 2 days' time
and i didnt get to enjoy myself due to heavy schedules..
was practically busy with school works and IT show during the past weekend
somehow, art became a way for me to relax and a medicine for me to stop imaging things
stress are overwhelming these days, so good to have people whom you can rely on
too bad, i have none haha. well, maybe it's jus cos i don't want to

currently listening to 'littlest things' by lily alen
recieved it from james haha
kinda like tt song, find it v nice though
the lyrics don't relate to me in any ways
am jus in love with the music

no one to go to movie with this weekend, which is so sad for me
haha well my movie vouchers expires on the last day of may
so it's alright :D
i'll jus have to postpone to some other days

2 in the morning right now
and i find myself not sleeping, but continuing this post and listening to music
hmm.. i dunno anymore
someone talk to me please~

2009-03-16T17:16:00.004+08:00

big boy lives life, IT show 2009

hey yo guys, i'm finally back after my job at the IT show during the weekend
and yea, i got quite a good sales, unlike keegen
life's good, and i doubt i'll get sick
and the show's terribly crowded, and sales person like me was often being squeezed away
now i'm feeling so bored, and this always happen after i've worked a show

anyway, that girl in the photo with me is my close friend during the two days :D
Maxine, nice name haha and i find her looks a little similar to Sijia,
not in this picture though, in real life
it's really enjoyable to have her with me during the show
cos of that, i'm not bored at all!
you know, sometimes it can be real boring if u don't have someone to talk to and slack around with, and you know that this will eventually make u cease to smile
and not only that, she's my partner for train rides back home :D
(cos keegen is soooo fortunate to have his parents to fetch him and his sis home)
so i'm really glad to be able know her
she's a blessing (:

oh ya anyway, great thanks to yingying who came by and visited me on saturday :D
haha ya, it's been three months since we met, and was damn glad to see her again

anyway, i'm really one lucky chap in this show man
it all begins like this:
i was dazing around when the crowd began disperse
and a customer came to talk to me about the HP GPS we're selling
so i told him all the specs, and suddenly, he began to ask me about netts payment
and about the netts extra charges
so i thought it's normal for customers to ask about it,
and so i jus told him that my company will absorb the sales
suddenly he patted on my shoulder and said, "actually i'm from the nett agency, i'm glad to tell u that i'm presenting you this 2 cathay movie voucher to thank your company for using and supporting nett"
so i got my supervisor to sign on it, and i got the tickets :D
ok haha wat a luck, aint it? it costs more than a sales commision
so... which kind and fair lady would like to go for a movie with me this sunday? *wink*

haha well while I'm telling Maxine to control her intakes of fruitips as she's coughing
i forgot to control myself and got myself a badthroat -.-
u'll know that when u hear my voice
totally out! ha ha it's normal lar, always had some bad flues or bad throats after shows
but this time, I'm lucky, i didn't shout a lot
cos we all knew that, the mic of Audio House is invincible

how i wish to have everyone to sing k on that day we got our pay :D
and i found out that, remaining single is cool (reasons shall remain untold of)

Finally i understood where exactly i belong to
and i'm letting it go

2009-03-12T23:14:00.008+08:00

Dining Etiquette 2009!
ok haha im not gonna post with words, but with photos
and i think tt the DE is nice but the place and food isnt

before going to grassroot club

me and clara :D
me and sijia

me and justin ng

me and vanessa (:

haha me and alwyn, he's really unique with his bow tie

sia cheng yong, who dress like someone's father :D

in the grassroot club

Me, Darren the "genius" and keegen

me and russel, haha see the height difference man!

me and shuang! oh man i look old
group photos :P
me and cheryl :)

me and rachel :D

haha me and hendry4Humility rocks!

back to school again

me and paulyn :D haha

me and kuen kuen

i'm jealous of the sec 5 who's going yishun safra tomoro -.-
and finally...

"waiter of the day"- sean loh!

DE is fun, though some things are not up to our expectations.

Madeline's birthday!

oh man haha anyway here to wish her happy birthday once again

and hope she'll succeed in whatever she do! (:

all the best man!

sat and sun, it show! working again haha

mon and tues, art remedial and some other subs

art's 9 to 5, haha gonna work hard for it

anw i bet i'll be sick on either mon or tues

as u can see, i have a packed schedule

wish me the best of luck for my show

and hope it'll help me grow

amen

please leave a light on when im gone,

something i rely on to get home...

2009-03-11T22:26:00.001+08:00

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

I've been thinking a lot and a lot these days
d.e's tomoro, excited.

2009-03-10T22:53:00.002+08:00

i turned back upon hearing voices...

today's totally foul. Was sicked and flu-ed like a fool
illness and iritations futher deteriorate my temper
i felt like a ticking time bomb,
were armed to explode at any moment
i should learn how to control my temper man
i don't want to make things worse with my bad mood

everytime when it rains, it makes me think how good we once were...

so today was as per normal, had our normal routines
was lucky that we did nothing much for math, ss and chinese
finally, thr's a topic on physics which attracts me quite alot
Statics Electricity, haha it looks fun
maybe it's because i have strong interests in magnetism,
and both topics are very similar

for S.S, i felt like sleeping every seconds while copying the notes
i have little interest in topic on Globalisation

O I asked myself,"hey who are you?"...

ok haha anyway went home ealier than my classmates today
due to my illness, Mr Hui is kind enough to allow me to go home after doing my worksheet
It really works like magic man, when you're sick and tired,
you seems to be some kind of genius
which no math questions will be challenging enough to you
and you seems to be able to finish them so fast.
went home and slept without washing up, slept through the remaining afternoon
5 hours, i tell myself,"i can forget about sleeping early tonight..."

i want to be a better person...

D.E is coming, i'm getting all excited
a little nervous, and afraid that my dressing would be too formal or too simple
well forget it, recession man, must save.
How i hope i can have wealth like edward,
and i'll definitely purchase the whole suit of D&G's spring/summer 2009 collection
or maybe burberry or louis vuitton. Dior Homme's great also haha
okay stop daydreaming, i'm no edward.

will be going bugis with sean tomoro, maybe darren's following too
haha you think i must crazy, it's school day
wonder what should i get?
clothes, tote bags or bagpack?

hmm how i wish thr's someone be by my side for me to share my feelings
and maybe, someone to guide me to be a better person?

D&G rocks anyway.

2009-03-09T20:21:00.002+08:00

"...I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list ..."

"...I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore..."

ok these days i'm not feeling tt good
rather foul tempered sometimes, that's what i think at least
due to some things which it shall be remained untold of

anyway, i've bought my DE clothes!!!
it's very simple, too simple compared to what i've plan to have initially
decided to have a change of plans cos after all, it's D.E
YCK grassroot club, i don't think i have to wear too grandly
after a whole night of thinking before th shopping yesterday,
i've decided to buy something much more simple,
and will wear something nier for Grad nite if it's held in some hotels or what so ever
haha hopefully, it'll be Marina Madarin Hotel!

i think i will look too formal on that day,
i find my shirt similar to those that the working guys are wearing :/
wanted to not tucked in, but since it's a so-called formal event, i have to
haha ok i dun wanna imagine how i'll look -.-

yesterday andy was lucky, he got a large stitch soft toy in the machine merely for 3 or 4 bucks

oh ya, i've cut my hair!
damn haha is feeling quite regretted now :/
nvrm, it'll grow long vry soon, i guess

have you ever faced struggles just to let everything go,
and when u decided not to, it is jus as worse?
have you ever liked a person,
yet forced urself not to cos you know that you're not good enough?
have you ever felt like exploding,
trying so hard to find someone to share your pain with?

i don't like wearing tees.

2009-03-04T21:53:00.003+08:00

"How can i ever really make it up to you
Please don't tell me it's too late
I wish i could say I'm sorry and make it all go away
How can i let you know how i feel for you
Without messing up all the word's
It's too late to say I'm sorry
Would it take back yesterday"

somehow, i got to listen this song while browsing over my old mp3 which I've abandoned for a few months, and i even forgot that I've this song!
okay i like this song a lot ha ha
and if you guys ever notice, I've posted it up last yr, in one of the posts
anyway, it isn't any new songs, it's rather old in fact
but i liked this a lot, cos i just like this song :/
though the lyrics doesn't relate to me, but i like the music (:

so all common tests results are out!
out of 6 graded subjects, only half of it reached my target
no, not really, it's 2
only two reached at least a A2 (humans)
while my sci is just by a few decimals damn
was very disappointed in Chinese and Amath,
and will be working much more harder for English
after all, i know i can do it!

after yesterday, i think that i should learn to love P.E more

suffering from dilemmas recently
unexplainable and untold dilemmas
irritated.

P.E tomorrow again, followed by Jogathon.
a week to Dining etiquette!
ha ha got all excited about it
gonna do some shopping this coming weekend and
oh damn it! more money must be withdrew to pay for the clothing and art materials
dead.

Whatever: haha ya lar i'm more significant than the POTUS you know! (I have a feeling that you don't know what is POTUS :/) anyway all the best for your S.korea trip next week ha ha ha!

2009-03-01T16:48:00.006+08:00

28 Gathering 2009well, before i talk about the gathering
i would like to talk about things before that

woke up early at 8am due to the fact that i slept at 8pm the night before :/
went to school to do my art coursework at 9:30 :D
ok it was tiring, did alot of designs using octopus -.-
and it was disastrous :/
so stayed all the way till 4:3o, and was glad that quite a no. of people came back for art
well, at least i'm not the only one haha
i know some of you would say i'm crazy,
i've stayed so long cos thr's alot of things for me to catch up in art
i'm so damn slow man!
and ya, i've got nothing to do at home :/

6:00pm- went to meet genevieve haha
and in order for me not to be late, i ran all the way from my house down to kathib :/
she passed me my present :D and went to yishun with her since thr's still time before i meet hsuan at YcK station

trained to yck, and to amk to wait for andy
and finally to cityhall! haha adrian was late, very late -.-
and so we headed down to marina sq, then to makan sutra for dinner :D

Walked around Marina Sq after the dinner, and went to the arcade
Andy became the main attraction thr, when he tried so hard to grab soft toys -.-
and ya, he caught one big winnie-a-pooh which you can see in photos and some pinocchio
he can be ur boyfriend if you're vry interested in soft toy collections. haha

so when we were about to head to the river, the rain started pouring, heavily
cursing our luck, we ended up at the esplanade mall,
and walked in the rain to watch some band playing
(we ran so much tt we decided to walk. After all, we're drenched)
took some photos out of childishness haha

group photo-28 gatheringadrian, me and hsuanhsuan, me and andyandy, adrian and hsuan

me and hsuan me and andy

haha well, me and hsuan agreed that andy looks like a girl in the pictures

especially with his "simple", pinkish polo tee and his adorable prize

after a while, we decided to go home

short day, but it's great to have a gathering like this

when we all four can get together, like finally

me and hsuan walked in the rain again to catch a cab

-.- a photo out of boredom

it was raining heavily out thr, and i took out my phone

i'm crazy, ain't i?

waited 15 mins in the taxi stand before a cab finally came for us

feeling sick in the cab though

haha i was tired.

anw, chionged ss notes like a fool today

and i am tired.

you'll never know how much i loved you,
till the moment you know how much i hate you so

2009-02-26T17:00:00.002+08:00

hi to everyone on earth!
finally, i've decided to blog today
i had been neglecting my blog ever since.... when?
yea, due to my laziness, and hectic schedules and all that which keeps you away from www.blogger.com
anw, got back some of my ct results, i did quite fairly, but it's bad if i were to compare it with my targets.

Eng- FAILED. it's a pity cos i did not complete the summary. or else i would have pass

Emath- Very satisfied with my result. got an A1 :D. but i have to try harder if i wanna see that not only on my report book, but also on my o'levels certificate.

Amath- i would say it's ok, though i should have done better.

Sci phys- 20/30. it's ok, jus tt i'm rather disappointed since i always did better than this in the past

sci bio- is very close to my phys marks. so overall i missed A2 by a few decimals. damn it!

Social studies- Utmost disappointment. i aimed for at least a 20, and i didnt reach my target. A main reason for me being emo today. anw thanks shuang for the encouragement (:

so, to conclude, i did fairly.

i'll be having quite a packed schedule for this two weeks.
friday- chi remedial(finally im going), stay back for art coursework
saturday- school for art coursework, 28 gathering
tuesday- p.e (due to today's rain)
thursday-p.e
friday- jogathon AND sports fiesta.

it's crazy. 3 days of physical 'enrichments' in a week.
someone someone, bring me home if i suffered some fatigues in one of those days -.-
okay i was joking, so don't ever take it seriously.
but if i really do suffer from one, do bring me home -.-
anyway, i'm glad to participate in Ultimate frisbee cos it seems to be fun :D

After so many things, i've found out that
maintaining good relationships with others is important
being independent and not to rely too much on others is as important

working towards Aces, targetting NYJC
anticipating 28.

the part of me left yesterday,
the heart of me is strong today
no regrets i'm blessed to say
the old me dead and gone away

2009-02-22T23:20:00.006+08:00

life is always great when you have friends around
to me, they are the best, and thank guys for giving me such a wonderful birthday celebration

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION 2009 @ NIHON MURA
we met at yio chu kang mrt station at 12:30pm this afternoon
and headed off to nihon mura at yck stadium :D
met up with alwyn, shuangling and clara first, followed by chang hui, vanessa and noeleen
and the weather was fine!
unfortunately it wasn't when we were having our lunch half way

but seriously, the food there is great :D i like the sushis :D
though i couldn't deny the fact that yuki yaki and sakura are better
and better service too haha
okay, it doesn't matter, after all three of them are belonging to the same big company

and presents! geek specs and big card from alwyn, shuang and clara
and big carebear and a damn cool card from vanessa, noeleen and changhui
haha the card's damn cool, i shall show it when thr's time :D
thanks guys! and u can see the geek specs in most of the pics (:

photos time (:
well, you dun see people on their verge to bursting laughters while making a wish?
haha well i did :D and i like this picture, find it coolgroup photos! with changhui, clara and shuanglinghaha i look damn funny in this picture above!me and vanessa (:me and noeleenme and changhui (omg, the height differences :/)me and clara, the flash makes me look scary :/lastly, look at how many plates of sushis we ate!
haha 35 plates! if i remember correctly :D
and if you did notice, i wore an oversized tshirt -.-
l size, though it's suppose to be tight fit haha
and from this part, it rains like crazy!
we have no choice but to make our way to the stadium
and had truth or dare! oh man, i tell you, it kills :/
we spinned around 10 to 12 times, i kena 5 times 0.0
haha and changhui said that it's inevitable cos im the birthday guy here
and i will kena 16 times 0.0
fortunately, we stopped playing tt after a while
i got quite a scolding from alicia -.- lastly, spastic picture :D
damn, haha i look so wierd
started with a group photo, ended with a group photo
2mins to my birthday now

haha thanks guys for the presents, well wishes and everything u did (:
all the best for tomoro's paper!

happy birthday to me, and justin loo haha

add-on:

birthday well wishes from ying ying (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEWPENG! It'd really be a great day ahead, knowing it's your birthday & feeling all special (: So, i hope you'd enjoy yourself to the max and never ever feel a tinge of sadness at any moments! It not only applies to today k, another other days as well! As for studies, i know youll strive and work towards your goal! So.... let's all work hard towards our national exam! Have fun(:

thanks!!! :D haha im so touched (:

2009-02-18T16:48:00.005+08:00

when i was a child, i spoke as a child,
i understood as a child, i thought as a child;
but when i become a man,
i put childish things away.
-1 Corinthians 13:11

sounds familiar? i guess not
but i put this verse in here before, last year, long time ago :D
anyway, here's "dead and gone" by T.I feat Justin Timberlake
one of my favourite music, and i think this video is vulgar-free(i believe)
haha so do watch it if you wanna, i find the music's cool :D

okay anw, i've finally updated my blog, like so long
i can tell you tt my right hand is aching right now
did too much work outs and tt's the result :/
and stress! stress from studies!
S.s, Hist, Eng, Chi, Sciences, Art, Math, Amath
oh wait, did i list out all the subjects im taking? 0.0
anyway, im left with little choice for jcs
Nyjc and Yjc, cos tt's the few jcs i've checked which do provide art course
Art, not Arts
i guess, to pursue my interests, i have to work harder, or end up in CI or private academies

my birthday is coming :D (lol)
okay, i shall put all childish things away since i'm quite a man now

schools are great with frens (:

2009-02-10T20:17:00.003+08:00

haha i wanna say is tt
I'M MISSING SHOW LIFE =(

well, i miss the days when i woke up early and took the train in the morning to city
i miss the days when i got my ass back home as late as 12 midnight
i miss the days i took train/cab home with my frens,
and had dinner, or u call it supper, late at night
i miss the time when i can crazily shout for sales
i miss the time when i can go home and boast about my sales record
i miss the time when thr's no stress from school
i miss the time when i miss you (:

but sadly, i'm having o'lvl this yr, and the economy is bad
so i may not be able to this yr =(

anyway, today's great? well i guess so, at least
differentiation's still seems complicated to me
and there's drastical deprovements in my chinese
which i really have to buck it up
academic downturn at this point of time is disastrous
and i cannot let it happen :O

anyway, i'm fed up during physics -.-
when i almost complete my test,
the test was nullified and new test will be set for us tomoro. wth?
it got me pissed off -.- darn.

anyway, since genevieve, who can't spell "bad" properly :D,
asked me to write my wishlist down, i shall write it right now (:
(i dun think i will be posting much after this anyway)
basically, i'm a greedy guy (:
1. Topman/vintageFB/messy inc short sleeve collar shirt
2. Topman wallet
3. tote bag or backpack(most probably i'm buying myself -.-)
4. geek specs :/
5. newboy urban cap
6. topman tshirt?
and if you're wondering if i'm a trend addict, i do read
7. any english non-fictional books (:
- and actually you can gimme anything, i'll be vry glad to accept it
cos the list above is jus some things i wanted pretty much haha (:

ok i guess tt will be all
kinda addicted to facebook's mafia war game
seeya (:

2009-02-06T18:33:00.002+08:00

17 days to my birthday :D
oh man, im acting like a kid

feeling damn tired these two days
cos unlike usual, im not taking any naps -.-
yesterday was p.e, it was hilarious :/(secret)
and stayed back to do art prep today
finally, i did one design which i find acceptable
yea, finally -.-
hopefully the second one would even better (:

i'm getting a new bagpack :D
most probably around my birthday tt time
should be buying one from andy, if not, maybe i'll jus get from messy
i think my current backpack sucks
and i have alot of present to wish for :D

anyway, i find myself getting more and more interested in art again haha
from plainly liking to draw, to drawing pictures tt will cheer people up,
and determine to create my own comics, bringing colours to life, learning all types of arts and now to designs.
it all begins with a little curiosity, and this kiddy curiosity of mine germinates to impress and encourage, to bring joy
grows to progress and finally blooms to succeed
i guess, finally im loving art for my own sake.

ok i think i'll stop here. haha nth much to say
dun be surprise if i post my birthday wishes next week :D

should i hate you for hurting me
or should i thank you for who i am today?
tell me.

2009-02-04T22:06:00.003+08:00

seriously, feeling of dejections kills

anyway, finally finally i've decided to blog
and wth, why am i keep using computer -.-

recently isn't vry good
see me rise, see me fall
suck.
total lack of interest in chinese, and english seems to be far too difficult
or am i just posted into the wrong class?
basically, my language sucks.

and differentiation caught me all tangled up
despite seeing full marks for worksheets and test papers
i jus find it iritating, troublesome

and science! lol we dun have alot of physics lesson
my d.c circuit is all screwed up
and bio's everytime
oh damn it! i have bio test tomoro. wth three tests in a day once more?
i jus had tt on tuesday
anw today's bio pratical with mr chandra is actually much better than the ones with mrs choy
i find tt he can teach better, though i dislike him, quite.

haha art. no comment.
did art today, using the art board. due to the radiation given out from tt board
my flu is cured, woah miracle haha

humanities are ok, for the moment.
i should be able to handle

i really wonder how i will do in o'lvl

2009-01-31T20:15:00.003+08:00

Light On - David Cook

the above video's 'light on' by david cook
one of my favourite songs now, and i think i really rocks (:

well today isnt a really good day
and shit! i have alot of homeworks not completed haha sad
tomoro's celebrating michelle birthday :D

anyway, treated my sis dinner as her belated birthday treat
to bakerzin haha.
ok the food thr is not bad
$45.55 0.0 oh man haha im getting poorer :/

ok i think im gonna stop here
anw to miss ng: thanks :D hope you get well soon

hope you guys enjoy the song (:
***
how i hope i can be at your side
like i always did
how i wish i could share with you
my everything
however, i dun think i could do anything
now you no longer needed me
i find out that, i need you more than your need for me...

2009-01-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

ok i assure you that this will be a short post haha
i'm tired! dead beat, im not feeling too well
was fluing all the way in school, and wth it got worst after 3.2km run
now i'm still feeling the pain in my ab -.-

anw school was alright today
not much disappointment, but was vry fed up with math
Amath, idiotic differentiation product rule -.-
and s.s i guess i great, and it always the lesson with full of laughter
not because of ms seh, but jiahui and edward haha

so the rests are boring, except for the careerkeys workshop
haha another laughing class, everyone's watching yaoming and jiahui imitating teachers
and i'm proved rite, cos disc test isnt accurate -.-
as personality changes due to some factors, like things tt have been going on
and i'm unfortunate that the test was done during the times when i was kinda emo
so wth! 50 dollars' gone like tt -.-

ok i've gotta cont. wit my art now
seeya

at the moment you got me dead
you got half of my life destroyed.
oh, how unworthy

haha lol it's nth

2009-01-27T00:31:00.004+08:00

so how's everyone doing, during the JOYOUS CNY yesterday? :D
tell you man, i'm dead, i didnt do my eng homework yet :/

anyway, nvr go out shopping in town area durinig cny's eve
never, because it's as eerie as cemmetry
i went out during the eve, and guess wat? most of the shop in bj are rushing to close down
at 4pm! goodness' sake
so i jus picked a clothes at vintage and headed off to andy's shop

haji lane was worse! i see almost no souls, although the shops thr are still open at 6
decided to head to orchard road instead, and passed by a shop selling j-rock clothings and actually, i really find it quite cool
though i can say that i'm not into that kind of style
and that auntie tending that shop kept repeating a few sentences which i can nvr forget
(some will be in chinese, so i hope you'll pardon me)
"现在我们有new year sales, 全部衣服都有20% off"
"阿boy啊(calling me), 你要不要看这个vest? 你很适合vest的。现在买大概$45 after cut"
“喜欢的话就拿咯，现在有discount"
seriously, i find her enthusiasm in promoting her goods is remarkable
and i really appreciates her kind assistance and help to introduce us more about j-rock stuffs
and of cos, to kill our time
but seriously, i'm not someone who will take things for granted
so guys, if you really adore japanese street fashion or comical dressings,
dolls dressing up in japanese street fashion
you can go to this shop, Alice 88th. you can find it along bali lane
it's vry distinctive, you can find it vry easily
and maybe if you wanna, go to the website
http://alice88th.blogspot.com/

and i would like to add something on, i really like one of the vests thr
i will definitely buy tt for prom night if right now is the time
too bad, it isn't

there is alot of things i would like to blog about tt shop, but i think, i better continue
okay so we headed down to orchard, and it's so empty that i believe tt anywhr u make ****, no one's gonna care(except for police)
we are fortunate tt some shops in ngee ann city were still open
and some tips, if you're looking for some cotton shoes
you can consider cotton on, it's selling them for jus $19.95

as we walked further, we see nth alr
somerset, im glad that the heeren hmv was still open
so we browsed around, and "light on" by David Cook is great (:

bus trip to my grandparents' house is disastrous =/

ok so i gotta go now, have to get prepared to go to my relatives house
so everyone! all the best in your ang baos collection :D

when i look up, i find that you're no longer thr
we seems to get further apart, no matter how much we try
i discover, you're not the one i can truly express myself to.

2009-01-25T13:35:00.002+08:00

Finally, it's "cheena" new year's eve :D
ok dun mean to discriminate, but i think cheena sounds cuter haha
i always liked cny eve, especially when i was much younger
but right now... i think all tt i anticipate are money... and more clothes :D

oh yea, i think im so gonna buy either jeans or clothes today man!
most probably buying some from topman, and going to slack at andy's shop once again haha
i guess everywhr's getting a 20% off, so cool
shall shop till my head drop :/

well i decided to write some of my resolution today
haha i guess it still counts right?
-to get gold once again for napfa
-to achieve great results for o'lvl
-perfect score (not jus A1) for art (seems impossible, but im gonna try)
-earn more money :D
-continue to progress, say no to yesterday

haha ok some of them, some
guess i shall end here, cos im sweaty like shit
im gonna get myself a bath haha
ok so seeya guys

"surrender" by billy talent's nice :D

2009-01-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

oh man my class had dissected a froggy today :0
and my group's the most biantai one hahaha -.-

2009-01-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

after a few weeks of school, im starting to get use to the schedule
stress' getting easier to cope with, and life's getting better
and it's been confirmed tt im taking fashion designs
and i guess, thr's no way im gonna back out right now, isnt it?

okay, i'm having new targets already
nyjc-arts stream.
which means i have to work even harder, cos no affilations.
if not, i'll probably aim for yjc, cos it has good arts steam
you know, i want to continue taking arts, but i dun wanna lose touch with maths
so i'm gonna work hard!

cny celebration this friday! :D
so cool, i can have more sleeping time (:
i've been lacking of sleeps recently, which is sian lar
but after cny, art will have remedial!
gosh, it'll end like 9pm, tt's wat miss ng says
sad =(

anw all the best to everyone out thr struggling like me!
and thanks to people who have been encouraging me
thank yingying for your encouragement! i wun let ya down :D
and yep, shuang, let's work hard together man!

i think tt i finally know wat i have to do

2009-01-19T21:04:00.002+08:00

okay. today was normal
though i was somehow adnormally tired compared to other days
must be cos of the late night show i've watched yesterday
'the happening' haha it's nice, really it is

planned to do my art later on
the previous design sucks, it doesn't have the 'marine life' feel
tt's wat my sis says. lol i bet ms ng will say the same thing
so i have to flip through my aquarium guide to find a better fish haha

art. math of all kinds. language. humanities.
they are starting to weigh heavy in my heart
dragging me down, i could hardly breathe
stress, ruining my mood
making my speeches so damn rude
and now, i'm thinking of something wrong
oh man, stress kills

2009-01-18T02:25:00.002+08:00

feeling kinda bored, empty, sian, nth to do whatever
jus feeling wierd, im tired, i need someone to talk to
sadly, it doesnt seems to have anyone out there for me
SIAN

anyway, i think i'll be dead cos i've yet to complete my history homework :/
have to chiong alr man! monday have to submit
im damn tired right now ==

ok this is a short post
i wanna sleep
bye

2009-01-16T18:25:00.003+08:00

Olvl art is not jus plainly an examination
it is a competition with art talents of our age in singpore.
STRESS :O!!!!!
*** *** ***

i've never felt so stressed up before, hey man, im feeling stress even before the common tests!
targets, at most 11 points for o'lvl, cannot go any higher!
and so i'm now revising everyday
HL-hardcore/hectic life
whadda hell!! now i finally know that school life can be real hectic/hardcore

and after the assembly this afternoon
i finally understand wat my new principal is trying to achieve
HE IS TRYING TO BREAK THE NATIONAL TARGETS, REGARDLESS ACADEMIC OR FITNESS OR I DUNNO WHAT
which directly means,
WE ALL ARE GONNA BE GRINDED ALIVE!
okay, i was, yesterday by mr teo, my p.e teacher
also an army instructor who has the intention to
let us taste slightly a bit of hell to make us pass chin up
this is one thing i hate being born early, i didnt get well for napfa cos my chin ups sucks -.-
so now, i have to grind myself in both my physical fitness and academic results
HL- it's hardcore enough

oh ya, one more thing. i have to design a clothes based on the olvl paper themes
to show ms ng so that she could decide if im suitable for fashion design or NOT
she finds my idea for canvas painting okay, so she wanna see which is better for me
to ace my o's.
i quite like the idea i had for painting oso, though i dun really wish to draw it out
cos 'nvr do an art piece relating to a person if it'll not last forever'
haha find out wat this means urself
and once again, this is HL

ok i gotta go, i jus came back after hunting for fashion books
got nth much, and none of them will be vry useful.
seeya

2009-01-14T19:50:00.002+08:00

Let's have a moment of peace for this while....
and i'll show you my :/ pic before i start anything....

....

I'M FEELING SO DAMN STRESSED RIGHT NOW! ARGHHH!!!!
homework's piling up like nobody's business
time for school extended, no time to sleep well
Art o'lvl prep gonna start like this friday, and i haven chosen a confirmed theme
i've got no cca, which means i have to get all distinction in order to go sajc
humanities, teachers want a 25% distinction for the cohort, i doubt i can make it
thr's so much to do, so little time
wanna do well in chinese, but im gradually losing interest in it
english! it's like a big weigh on my shoulder, i could hardly breath
canteen's always full of queues, it's making me sick and tired
hearing most of the hcl ppl getting a1s for chi o'lvl, i somehow felt so depressed
all subjects are like hammers and drills
and oh damn it, i got ss, maths, chinese to be completed today
tomoro im ending lesson at 4:30 cos of p.e
cos of the lousy timetable arranged by the staffs, like wat they ever do
i need someone to cheer me up, cos im so damn emo now :(

ahh sian, tt's how i felt since art lesson till now

anyway, i think i'll jus end this post like that
and off i go to study

bye.

2009-01-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

WHAT IS ART TO ME?
-passion
-a career probably
-an interest
-beautification?

i dunno exactly what it is
but i really wanna be a designer

never create an art for a person, unless you're sure tt it'll last forever

2009-01-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

hey guys! my apologies for leaving my blog to rot on its own
well, you know, this is the... 11th day i'm a sec four
so wat i did every night os studying studying studying and crap -.-

well due to my sickness last friday, and my art homework(hols one f.y.i)
i left my hist hol homework undone! undone! but who cares?
thr's only one period of it tomoro, so i doubt we'll do anything
at most i try to be late by a few minutes deliberately ;D

oo, we're reprimanded by hui zai(mr hui) for being late everytym(inclusive of last yr's)
one whole period, 10 of us, slacking outside the maths homeroom
but nevertheless, i completed the R-formula worksheet though i was outside the class
i'm hardworking, but being late for classes for me is inevitable :/

friday was bad, i was down with some sickness other than flu,
and the phlegm's choking me :/
so i didnt get to enjoy the sp open house, though i really would like to

yesterday, woke up rather early, late morning arnd 11:30
despite being sick, i went to amk garden to take photos for my art homework haha
and i discovered tt it's so damn small, flower species are so limited!
damn, i should have gone to fort canning or botanic garden

today! woke up early -.-
and went to andy's boutique (his aunt's, to be exact) to take more photos -.-
the third week i went thr, and oh man, my fav shirt left me before i get to buy it =(
but well, luckily i kept a pic of it as memo
you'll get to see it in the sketchbook :D

tt's all, and oh man! tomoro getting art o lvl topics!
:/ and all the best to those getting their mtl olvl result tomoro haha

除此之外我要你明白你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待其实都还算愉快
除此之外非常遗憾你的心我还是打不开
and if you need somebody
我确定我会在
不会走开。。。

you're gonna understand, i'm falling in love with your smiles

2009-01-04T02:11:00.004+08:00

heh yea! i'm logging in the middle of the night once more
don't feel like sleeping, cos i'll have to chiong my history homework tomoro before going out haha
hmm would be going to funan see peiqin they'all working haha
and maybe heading to haji lane to andy's shop
wth, his shop is cool! slacked there for like 4hrs during new year eve with addie
I MISS THE DARK CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM THERE

and ohya, i didnt post anything about my events during newyear and its eve

ok, nothing special exactly, went to countdown party at raffles' place cos marina barage's full!
it's alright, at least i gotta have a close look at the firework :D
one word, great
and somehow andy said that it's so touching till he's gonna cry. aww
got to know this girl, szehui too, during tt countdown party ha

went to addie's house with andy during new year
haha oh man, it's damn fun lar, his coms and ps3 all got kope by us
was playing his com at first, got tired and decided to watch 'vantage point'
andy's got all fascinated by the terrorists' strategy in the show
haha well no matter how well-planned it is, it's no longer effective now
cos i bet every police would have watched that show already :/

i'm surprised to see a ps3 fps game at his house
oh well. he's a fan of automobiles. so he likes racing games more than shooting
but like expected, there's only one. haha -.-
it's fun though, 'resistance:fall of man'
after playing like 3 hours or more, i've become a pro at controllers
i was once a noob user of joysticks. -.-
and he gonna thank me man, i've completed many stages for him :D

okay tt's all for those two days, and i've exchanged my shoes for another design :D
damn happy haha

i'm still having holiday mood despite the fact tt the school has reopened
hmm... still can't believe that i'm sec4 already
many of us could'nt, cos it's like so sudden
and ohya, we're all talking about D.E already
dining etiquette
and now we're like talking about who'll be our partner for it
-.-, alwyn said that he'll gonna pick the one with the best dressing
asking everyone to stand in one row for him to pick hahaha

i wanna change url man
haha still have'nt thought of any nice idea
and i would wanna go for math tution,
anyone, any recommendations? :D

2009-01-02T20:46:00.005+08:00

NEW YEAR :D NEW YEAR :D
HAHAHA FIRST POST OF THIS YR, AND...
oh man, i'm sec4 kid alr -.-

well while many of the sec1s are looking forward to school, meeting new friends and targetting around (smirking;D)
i'm sick and tired to welcome school reopen with kisses and hugs -.-
anyway, i'm glad to see most of the friends around :D
esp the sec5s i know

the school opening and 'new principal' ceremony was boring
so was class, though it's much better lar
the class was in total 'high-ness' during the class committee nomination
esp for the welfare one -.-
ok haha forget about it :/

and my first cheque this yr :D
150sgd for good progress award :D
oh man!! birthday i'm rich alr :D:D:D
ok so much for money :/

went to j8 with clique for lunch at mac haha
without shuangling though, and madeline joined us shortly after
-.- sadded sia, spent 10 bucks at mac :/
so alwyn's searching for a new bag, and now i felt like buying new one too
walked around j8 for a while, and headed back home

eh... should i go exchange my current everlast shoe for another design or should i not? =(

&I LOVE MY FRED PERRY BAG :D:D:D

if what is done cannot be undo
then let what's begone be gone.

2008-12-30T21:24:00.002+08:00

haha yea!
i've finally started to blog :D

now im left with my chi and humans homework :D
and good news :D:D:D
i got two paychecks today :D
one's for the acer road show,
another is for the focus group discussion :D
rich already hahaha

ok so much for the hi-ing
the focus discussion, i would say, it's interesting lar
quite similar to wat i've been doing for art paper3 pratice during lesson
jus asking us about some designs, and how we feel etc
basically, it's marketing research, so you may know wat it is

ok not gonna talk much, im gg to sleep haha tired
bye!

2008-12-27T16:57:00.003+08:00

ok! haha thanks guys for the tags,
especially SHUANGGGGG
haha ok christmas has jus over
and like wat jarad wrote on his pm,
year ends in 4 days!
4 days! 4 days!
and i'm having tons of homeworks to be done
rawr.

so wat's my plan. slacking and homeworking from today to 29
30th, i've got this focus discussion group wow
haha hope it's all successful
31th should be going shoppin with adrian, for his new clothes
i've got mine all prepared this week already
and it's all so tiring. TIRING

okay tell you something tt i've done
ive completed all my eng assignments, one history seq -.-,
one heymath assignment which is easy like crab,
the rest, unfinished :D
progressive man! and i'm left with 5 days exactly, minus of the sch reopen one day,
focus group and shopping.
LOL

actually i wanna change a new blog song, jus that, the song i want is not on imeem yet!
lol it's T.I feat justin timberlake's 'dead and gone'
damn nice sia, too bad, i couldnt get it on my blog =(
and someone please give me suggestion for my new blog url :D
i wanna change haha

ok gotta go,
seeya guys soon !

2008-12-25T21:20:00.002+08:00

haha ok i've finally decided to blog after being outside for 10 hours
wow i tell you, i almost slept in the train -.-

okay anw, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

so today shall be my last day of shopping spree, out to shop continuously for 4 days
i guess shoppaholics will get sick too

so woke up as early as 7:30 this morning
was getting ready for church, and met shuang at the train ;D
okay it was tiring, i've been having insonmias like every night
someone please soothe me to sleep :D
so both of us were like half-awaken throughout the train ride

the service was great haha,
though i find the one during good friday was better :D
and chat awhile with shuang and went straight to alen's place to get my pay
$330 :D:D:D haha damn shiok

and went to raffles city to get whatever's gummies bears ;D
i'm good right :D
and went to sembawang to meet her to pass her the present
jus wanna thank her here for the present, and the card (:
and hope you'll like the present i gave too :D
i guess i should be honoured to recieve the first christmas card u made eh? haha
and you're gonna keep your promise man!
i'm waiting for my birthday present from you :D

headed back to fareast, and bought a belt for 15.90 :D
cos my pants are falling down -.-
chose a tight-fitting long sleeve collar for hsuan at Zmen
and to bugis, got him a white bermudas
headed home right after tt

ntht o blog much, cos i'm damn tired haha
guess not gonna go out tomoro, getting a hair cut most probably
(:

enjoy yourselves guys, for holidays' ending in one week time!

if every wishes made during christmas will be fulfiled,
i really wish to be with you

2008-12-24T17:53:00.004+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Looked down on You have a very high self image. You're the kind of person that loves being in the center of attention. You're very outgoing, and outspoken. You also always have to look you're best. Whether going out, or just hanging out with the girls if you're not looking great you're not happy. You're a natural born leader, and love when people look up to you. You're worst fear is that someone won't like you, or look up to you. If someone criticized or critiqued you to the point that people stopped wanting to hang around you, or began thinking less of you that would be your worst nightmare. You secretly really want to be liked, respected and appreciated by others. A good way to make sure that people have a positive view of you is to consider their thoughts and feelings also.
Disappointment
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

wow okay, i'll say this is rather accurate haha
got this from genevieve's blog. find it interesting and decided to try it out
ok i'll move on to these two days

i've been out shopping around bugis and fareast and marina sq these days :D:D:D
bought new year clothings from freshbox, recoil and pescados ;D
ok you know, im no longer monochrome! i'm going colours -.-

alen jus told me that my pay's ready
haha finally:D
guess im collecting it tomorrow after my church service

haha guess i'm stopping here
cya :D

2008-12-22T22:12:00.007+08:00

Happy birthday Ng shufei (:

haha sorry for posting this late

was busy helping my sis to download her songs -.-

anyway, went to celebrate shufei's birthday today :D

supposedly we wanna go yuki yaki!!!

but, it's fulled, and we had no choice but to switch to the pizza hut next door

lol oh well, it's great also :D

shared a group set with shuang, alwyn and michelle

and basically we spent most of the time listening to alwyn about his comments on 'little nyonya'

and of cos, photo taking :D

i discover that my eyes are getting smaller....

yeah :D hip hop

more pics are with shuang :D

anyway, like wat we did during shuang's birthday

we distracted the birthday girl and got the cake from secret recipe

haha and we got this bear which u can record 12 secs of voices for her

and it's damn funny lar

alwyn mimicked mr hui's "inspector.... shufei"

while shuang and me said "happy birthday"

and michelle do the laughing for the background hahaha

and.. more pics :D

group photo :D

guys with birthday girl :D

solo hahaha
haha wth i tell that i kept laughing when i'm having my eyes on this pic

:D:D:D:D hahahahha

really cant stop the laughing

anw secret recipe this tym is damn chui man :D

after the cake we walked away

and suddenly the cashier walked to us and tell us tt we havent pay the bill -.-

omg damn chui haha

so topman-ed a while, and alwyn bought two baseball jersey thr

and now im tempted to shop for new clothes

shuang left us at this point, and we continued to buy ice cream

and outside marina sq whr we see two couples making out -.-

more photo again hahahaha

wow :D

ahhaha randomness -.-

went to esplanade mall's library after tt

alwyn booked the piano room and we all slacked down thr for like an hour listening to them

actually, our mp3 :/

so left thr and saw this booth which gives us balls to write our new yr wishes

and we took one small and one big one ahhaha

the small one (:

you can see my wishes so clearly man

the big one :D

i think im crazy when i wrote my last wish hahaha -.-

the end :D

and i hope tt shufei will have a wonderful day on her actualy birthday

and all the best :D

2008-12-21T02:22:00.002+08:00

okay im posting in the middle of the night
with no thought of bathing this tym
...
and of cos, with no desire to sleep yet

im addicted to marilyn manson's 'tainted love'
i wonder how much lozenges did he take to sing tt song =.=
anyway please dun try to listen to tt song if you're a christian
cos it's satanic =/ ok i know im a christian
dear god, i've sinned and please forgive me for what i did = (
amen

anyway went to funan mall today
supposedly wanted to visit cheryl 'ahma'
in the end, i dun see no shadow of her thr -.-
she told me she's working for hp, but wth, i dun see her at all
so went to find peiqin and ke gin instead
heard from ying ying tt the show this tym wasn't as great as the acer one i've worked
seriously, i think tt acer road show is jialat alr
so i didnt really believe tt this show is any worser
but it is really tt worse, and i hope tomoro they can sell more man!

went to see alen on the way, and he asked me why am i thr
so i was like "oh, i came here to visit my frens working downstair"
then he replied "oh pay haven't come yet, i alr chui them alot of time alr"
ok he misunderstood my sentence as"oh i came here to see if my pay ready anot"
LOL haha tt was funny
he thought i was tt 现实 for goodness' sake

so waited for kegin and peiqin to complete their work and went to marina sq to find ying ying and her fren
i swear to dear god lord father that this holiday, i j-walked the most
and so we've walked round and round jus to find a suitable resturant
and finally we set foot on swensen's
i've made a terrible mistake, i shouldn't had ordered spaghetti aglio olio
it's too salty, and there's a veggie which makes the whole plate foul
anw i owed peiqin $2.40
haha someone remind me to return her asap (:
but of cos, not to the extend tt you have to tag me to remind me every single day

so christmas' coming, guess im going church with shuangling
and may be going to town after tt for countdown
oh man, i gotta prepare lotsa notes =/

damn, i've 30 more seq qns to be done
one eng assignment, chinese letter-writing
heymath assignment, ss notes
damn it, i've slacked so long and now my retribution -.-
ok gotta chiong tomoro!

2008-12-19T02:00:00.002+08:00

it's wierd for me to be blogging in the middle of the night.
2AM
it'll gonna freak people out

the weather's been ridiculously wierd
it's getting too cold, yet too hot
i'm yearning for a hot bath right now....

i'm feeling rather empty right now
like totally lifeless -__-
i've been slacking too much, really
not doing my homeworks, and have been using my computer and watching tv
i'm a typical slacker

i always hated this man
always after busy days, i will become so lifeless
i guess i'm addicted with working at shows
haha i know this gonna sound
but somehow, i jus feel alive while working
i felt as in i have this unmatched confidence
i jus felt great, really
and of cos, the 'going home late at midnight' :D

somehow, i've forgotten about school when i'm talking about work
o'lvl seems so far away when im working, it's as if it's over
but reality please, im jus 1-5-yr-old
i've not taken my o's, and it's less than a yr away
thinking about this creeps me up
i'm dreading to take o'lvl man (shivering)

anyway, glad that sokvay had passed his n's, which means im taking o'lvl tgt with him :D
lol he said tt i should teach him, but in fact, he had finished the whole book,
while i'm only half of it -.-

anyway talking so much on growing up,
my birthday's slight more than 2 months to go
so soon, im turning 16 :D
wondered if it's a good thing at all
i'm going to plan my future carefully
and hopefully, i can be a more stable, mature guy :D

after looking at the flyer for two days, in both short and not-too-long distances
i've got this tendency of getting on going flyer on my birthday :D
at night, it would be the best :D
wondered who will fulfill this wish of mine.
anyway, i wondered who i will be celebrating my birthday with?
of cos, i would like to celebrate with every groups of ppl i know
be it in school, outside or shows
haha but it's not me alone, can do the decision
but how i wish, this kiddy wish of mine, would be fulfilled :D

okay im not going to continue with the posting
gonna sleep. 2:58 right now
going church on 24th dec

2008-12-16T20:48:00.002+08:00

hey, i'm recieiving a good progress award :D
haha yea, after so long, im finally gonna recieve one like finally

anyway not gonna blog much, holidays are total boredom
gonna buy new clothes soon next week :D
and i hate school reopen.

changing blog url soon
any recommendation?

2008-12-15T21:27:00.003+08:00

OK im back :D
lol cold.... got a flu and it's fcking sucks
must be of the midnight rain i caught ytd...
but oh ya, past two days are great :D

somehow, by all chances and possibilities, i got to work on acer christmas road sales @ funan
i wun say much in details about my performance, cos it sucks :D
im jus slacking around
result for earning too much at sitex
and i know tt my new supervisor depise me cos im the root of all slackings :D
ok im joking

and this time i made alot of new friends, even found a brother :O
haha jus kidding, tt guy's same birthday with me, same psle score with me
he's currently studying in poly haha
he looks damn similar with Andy

made a total of 8 frens for both days
the first fren i made, yingying, is taller than me by 2cm =/
she kept saying tt guys are childish
and i kept denying tt i am
but actually i know tt, i am lar
actually, everyone are
sometime what we think tends to be too naive, too idealistic
but im gonna break away with it

so yesterday went to makansutra with yingying, peiqin, justin(the guy with same bdae with me), andy and his fren who replaced with for the last day
and i guess tt's how i got this flu im having rite now
haha but actually it's fun lar
ate dinner and crap thr from 9+ to 11+
we kept talking about the sales, someone and alen
haha the "i think it's around thr lar"
ok nvm i guess vry little people understands
and andy has throw in all my "glorious" past on shopping to everyone =/
anw makan sutra's a good place for dine
the food is great, but rather overpriced
but tt is the first time i ate the most vegetables, the kangkong

took a rebound back home, more rain 0.0
reached home about 12:17

lol crap, my blog post seems childish -.-
someday im gonna break away with it
anw, after these sales, the sitex and acer
i found out tt i no longer need her
i always thought i do
but in fact, i nvr do

i'm missing yesterdays :D

2008-12-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

Just as i am scratching my head off for the word 'money'(dreaming)

something just strucked me...
what?

i'm working tomoro!!! @_@

okay, tt strucked me by surprise
when alen suddenly came to talk to me on msn
"harlo harlo you free tomolo(tomoro's sat) and sat?"
i'm selling acer NB(not hokkien vulgarities lar) tomoro :D
haha wonder if i can do it, cos if you know(i think most of u don't)
selling computers are talk more earn less
while pdas are talk less earn more -__-

anyway i'm gonna get myself ready by tonight!

so guys! all the best (to me actually)

Hsuan's trying to matchmake me with cat -.-
(you'll never get the meaning)

2008-12-10T21:07:00.003+08:00

today's like usual
and like usual, flu's my arch enermy
for days, i've been watching dvds, using computer
and i did something progressive!
i jus submitted english holiday assignment 1 yesterday!
tt's due two weeks ago
okay, im great

can't wait to buy new year clothes :D
my mum promised to buy me new shoes :DD
okay tt's great, cos my current shoes getting so damn flat
and i stepped on a
GODDAMN FKING CHICKEN WING ATE BY SOME IDIOT DURING SITEX!
lol, wonder which inconsiderate person tt is

anyway, after having medication, my flu got better
tt's good news

for now onwards, i must concentrate on studies,
though i know it's actually somehow unable to fufil
but i have to, cos oh my god, thr's 30+ seq practice questions
by future hist tcher ms pamelia goh
i think i have to chiong at least 3 per day,
oh man i assure you i'll be a no-life very soon

and i was playing pet society in facebook
haha ok true, like wat ad told me, it's rather fun haha

listening to alot of songs recently, english, jap and chinese
and sometimes, some songs reminds me of unpleasant pasts
i wouldnt want to remember any of it, no more
because, it's not worthy to reminisce...
ohya, anyway i find leah dizon's songs are nice
just tt most of her songs are fast,
and it took me sometime to find a slow one whic i really like it :D

ok gotta go
im tired!

2008-12-08T20:16:00.004+08:00

the rain will be gone one day...

argh lol blogger -.-
supposedly to upload another pic, but it turn out too small
I TOOK DAMN LONG TO DO THE EDITING -.-
nvm, this is just as good as that piece

yea rain, i nvr look forward to it.
UNLESS, the weather's real hot like an oven
ok some of you are looking forward to RAIN, i guess...
anw, raining sucks, it forbids me from activities
i can't go out, i can't play outdoors, i can't have my clothes dry
and i can't proceed with my art homework -.-
&most importantly, it reminds me of someone i don't wanna be reminded of
somehow, it jus reminds me of tt

anyway, got my guitar repaired, like finally :D
lol hsuan's late for 5 hours, he was supposed to meet me at 8 in the morning for workouts
and he meet me at 1 in the afternoon to thomsom plaza -.-
I SWEAR TO GOD LORD FATHER THAT I'LL CEASE ACTIVITIES WITH HIM
lol should i bold it?

left with 3 weeks of holidays, ain't tt sad?
school reopen, and it'll be cutthroat studyrace
i've yet to start with any holidays homework
=(

ok i'm running out of ideas of wat to write.
im hungry, darn
boring, boring, very boring
and oh ya, i've changed my hair style :D
though i still hating my fringes alot
i swear to every gods in the sky tt i'll straighten my fringe this tym when im going haircut
:D

2008-12-05T14:14:00.004+08:00

Boredom kills
took this photo late at night when im really suffering from boredom symptoms
without knowing tt exposing my handphone to humid will damage it
haha told u, boredom kills
anw tt hedgehog's my handphone holder haha

my sis jus complaint tt i didnot study at all =/
lol holiday mood, dun feel like to
though i know tt next yr's my o's
arhhhhhhh sian
whr should i start, and how should i start?

getting less lively recently,
seldom had the chance to go out
and now have no tution alr
somehow without tution, i felt so relax haha
dun have to chiong train every saturday.
someday i shall go roll somewhr
anyone's interested to go out? :D

last but not least.....

this is for you, miss soo jielin :D
this pretty here is known as linlin
a friend i made during tutioning at aps last year :D
the founder of my nickname 'snowman'
she is very kind, and a devoted fan of Sokvay leng :P
she has once believed that the chef of the "pyramid" chicken rice is an egyptian
(refer to march's post)
she is single, and dunno if available anot
haha lol im lame
she's one of my most favourite people in this earth
so jielin, u should be honoured :D

2008-12-03T21:07:00.005+08:00

anticipating

darn, days are so boring,
and i've been playing with my handphones and computer, if not, teevees
no activities at all, after my 4 days of working life
thr comes my sedentary lifestyle
eat, sleep, watch tv, game
homeworks were left aside, and i have even start doing baimianbao's homework
lol i believe u got wat i mean
damn, i need a motivator..

missing working life again, lol this tym, thr's a reason :D
and tt reason, only we people who worked this show will know
ok, maybe some would? yea tt will be more precise
nvm if u dont get my meaning :D

been gaining some weight recently
tt's somehow a good news, i was vry skinny back then
it's time for me to pack myself with flesh
should be going for some workouts soon

nothing much to blog today, all day i've been living for granted
haha gonna start my art homework alr
buying the sketchbook tomoro in school
lol i'm cheapskate, things from school are cheaper :D

and my hair is damn iritating :/
lol i jus have it shortened last monday. one week and 2 days
it grows long again -.-
not as long as the prev time, but still iritating
it's not puffy, but it's looongggggg
nvm, i guess i wun be cutting until before or maybe after christmas

gotta roll, seeya!

2008-12-02T15:53:00.003+08:00

greatest sign of you losing your job....
Your name is GEORGE W. BUSH @_@

got this from the 8days weekly magazine.
i guess some of you should have read this, so it's no fresh thing
but i jus read it ytd! lol im slow aint?
i was busy with works last week
and i didnt even started doing the eng assignment which was due 2 days ago =/

recession, nowadays people dun even dare to take recess -.-
lol jus kidding. recess, people are still taking
jobs are not easy to find these days, esp part times
luckily i jus did mine, and i bet the money would last me quite long
(or maybe vry short)

i'd thought tt reaching home at 12:30am with the last train is considered kinda late
and i found a winner in my family
my sis, got home this morning 7am, woke me up by banging on my window panel umpteen times
lol she got her jc prom ytd, and she told me tt she's spent the whole night at 24/7 mac
she's good, real good
and she jus went for a job interview -.-
one word. pro

anyway, these few days i found out tt
im turning towards something i dreaded to trust, and rather not have
in fact, it's temptation is formidable, irresistable
hais... iritated.

2008-12-01T16:11:00.003+08:00

SITEX show 27-30th nov08 :D
lol blogging twice a day. wth
but i jus feel like blogging about the show
haha and since i got the pics initially for my art hw
i jus post some up for show

me and andy

lol note* the guy in hp wasnt me, it's keegen QUEK

randomness-.-

sold quite alot in the 4 days, and i could say that the situation is better than in suntec
in expo, the walking path seems wider(it is), and less litter on the floor
sold more, and earned less
recession! everyone's bargaining for discounts, more freebies and all that
business' is hard..

but thr's happy times though
esp the first 2 days, where bargainers are lesser
and we got lotsa slacking time and good sales
me, alen and keegen was like talking most of the time
ohya, by unforeseen chances and possibilities, keegen is my working parter this tym
lol actually i invited him to come due to many pigeons that were let go(you know wat i mean)

the remaining two days was bad, especially yesterday
saturday was okay, andy joined in after returning from his obs
3 of us shared the same sales result
and here i wanna thank shuangling man! :D
she's the only one who took the initiative to come and visit me despite the heavy crowd
out of the rest tt i've called (i called quite a few no. though)
haha thanks :D

and yesterday keegen trashed me =(
by 2 sales though, but i made up the majority sales overall :D
yesterday was really crowded
and worse still, i was sick for 3 hrs since the show start
my sales remained jidan while keegen's rising to 5
but i caught up with him effortlessly aftermath
while andy was rising quite slowly
after all yesterday was great :D
learnt quite a no. of things these days, and many reflections and motivations
and fortunately, i caught up with the last train to city
or else, i'm in dead meat.

天长地久有多久？
或许一生都不够
所有记忆被洗去后
什么没带走
天长地久有多久？
我把快乐放在你的手中
记得，你要好好的过

2008-12-01T15:17:00.003+08:00

Singout08 concert at VCH

sorry for blogging about it so late
(it's expired 5 days ago -.-)
cos i was damn busy and tired the past few days, and you'll know why soon :D

so the singout concert was great :D
the ticket wasted me no cents :D
(in addition to the concert venue)
but finding the right path to VCH is devastating
i was thr when i was merely 13,
and have not been thr ever since until this concert
i knew it's nearer from raffles place
and somehow we went to city hall -.-

sir s.raffles' statue in white wow.

the one infront of the concert hall was black

and this one was facing the sg river -.-

& in order to save our faces, and the face of a particular resturant

me and changhui spent around 6bucks each for a cup of drink haha

as i've forgot quite a no. of significant stuff that had went on

i'll jus let the remaining picture i had to do the speaking :D

me and SHUANGGGGling

me and vanessa (:

The end :)

2008-11-26T10:22:00.002+08:00

YAY i got my new phone :D

thought it's yesterday's news haha

it was early in the morning when suddenly my mum woke me up

and told me to check the internet. for?

to check about the plan haha

and after checking for a little lesser than 15 mins,

without having breakfast, my dad drove us to amk hub to sign for the plan

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

100 cheers! finally a personal phone!

and it got me obediently tidying up my room

if anyone hasnt gotten my new no., please do tell me :D

2008-11-24T15:15:00.004+08:00

ahh... my hair's getting long, and iritating it is
wanted to cut it short, but wonder if it'll be nice
one thing for sure, my fringe sucks

so went to do some exercise this morning
supposedly 8, changed to 9, changed to 10 in the end -.-
lol i woke up at 6:40! and it was damn cold around 7:20
and wat i wanna say is... red bull drinks are wierd -.-

nth to blog at all during holidays.... which is suck!
so which means, im jus blogging to say hi -.-
anyway singout's coming
so all the best people :D
cos i'll be thr watching

//update 8:30pm//
lol im back again
arghh... my ear damn pain
dunno wat the hell is wrong with it
hurting -.-

and now i rmbed everything
im supposed to study 38 artists! -.-
shittie, 38 artists
can see how serious ms ng wanted us to excelin paper1, though most of us wouldnt take it
eh... feel like taking lor haha, cos it's an sure As subject
low participant= lower standard
unlike paper3, it's like 97% are taking it -.-

:D cant wait for thursday to come
and after the 4 days, im getting new phone :D
then will be waiting for christmas eve, cos i'll be going church
and new clothes :D:D:D:D:D
okay im siao alr
and i've bought quite a no. of clothes alr

will be slacking the whole dec. no more tution
going back? im not sure. depends
or maybe i'll get another subject?
sian next yr's a cutthroat one
O LVL

haha lol i find tt togadora's opening is cute :D

&im not lousy at all lor -.-

2008-11-21T18:37:00.002+08:00

erratic state of mind...

arhhh.... im feeling ennui today
rotting at home, doing the same old thing
how i wish to have a little more excitement
broke... can't go out

feeling kinda hungry right now,
despite having my lunch kinda late
no choice, recently my appetite increases tremendously
moreover, im doing nothing which can distract me from the thought of eating
IM SO DAMN HUNGRY

long hair is iritating. in fact, i couldnt agree to it more
but yet, i couldnt bear to cut it off
guess i'll cut it trim and short a few days before school reopen

looking forward to tomorrows, tt is if todays are boring
guess it wouldnt be much boring next week
cos either tomoro or sunday, im going out with my sis
wednesday, the singout concert
and all the way to the next sunday, you know wat im doing haha
so please dun expect me to be online or blog,
esp the one who keeps tagging and asking me if im MIA-ing :D(you know who i mean haha)
ya tt's all

looking forward to christmas eve, christmas and new year's eve :D

2008-11-20T20:09:00.002+08:00

ok i jus recovered from a cold after a sleep :D

lol didnot go out to shop today! yea rest day for me like finally
went to buy my school books for next yr,
and was relief tt thr wasnt any crowd
saw some of the hihs students, guess most probably they're here for singout practice
&i wondered, the school's real empty

and that emptiness did not last though haha
when i was leaving the school,
the teachers were back haha
saw ms tan and some other teachers
and offed to home

and so thr's nothing special about today
after books, flu-ed, lunch-ed, slept, woke up, dinner-ed, and now
oh man, standard sedentary lifestyle
i should have gone to exercise more,
though my left foot seems to be hurting much today
nvm, it gonna be fine so soon :D

keeping my serenity

2008-11-19T20:04:00.004+08:00

hey, let's forget about the 'getting blogging to be lesser' idea alr
indeed, my blog did decrease in content, but not in numbers -.-
which is..................
lol wat a thing is this?

anyway today i was in bad mood.
am i still in it anymore? im not sure
but. i did in bad mood, INDEED
due to people(not one, but quite a number) losing credibility all day long
which makes me sick
but, tt's not the majority which "demolishes" my mood
mood needed to be built, and somehow, it was demolished! wow
anw going out to shop, even not for clothes, do help in the rebuild -.- LOL

spent quite a sum today haha, though it didnt break 50
but for smth not for clothes, it's heartaching (LOL)
went to bookfair at suntec today, with hsuan
bookfair made me think of next week :D, when i'll be living the Hectic Life
Hectic, but full of vibrant, full of motivations, achievements, confidences.
most importantly, i'll be seeing andy :D
ahh, nvr seen him since the prev comex show
okay back to ground, bought a notebook and a story book
and went to marina sq, and to millenia walk,
back to marina sq again cos millenia's a bit too bored
walking around, up and down, with my abdomen and ankle hurting like hsiao(siao)
muscle aching due to yesterday hah

and now it's still hurting,
but somehow i enjoy it, cos im missing it(lack of exercise this yr)

and im liking my blogsong damn lots
nice beats.
anw im so sian right now tt i wouldnt wanna continue
maybe start replaying my lotr3 pc game?

and i find out tt, im not a cheena guy

you wouldnt care...
but so what? :D

2008-11-18T20:36:00.002+08:00

weary.... tired... sleepy...
im typing with my eyes half opened

jus went to have some vigorous exercise,
after being out of home since a little before 8am,
for about arnd 7 hrs i guess
and worse still, insonmia strikes again
one word now... tii....yawn....

anyway, im blogging once again -.-
will be working at shows again soon haha
do tell me if u wanna support me then, i dun mind ;D

another short post again. too tired to do a thing right now haha
i wanna post more, but simply, too tired
tired! arghh sleep has its toll on me, right now

i wonder wat i m to you.

2008-11-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

okay im back to blogging, though i said tt i would be blogging less
yea maybe... next few days?

anw today's mood is fine, went to simlim sq, and went to meet my sis at parco bj for lunch
hsuan came along too haha
went to some pinky resturant, which i have long forgotten
and went to the bookfair at suntec
again to watch a movie, the quantum of solace(lol hui's fav show)
haha ok lar, it wasnt vry bad
and its action was great

not gonna blog in details
cos im seriously tired, and i wanna rest haha
and i've completed three characters in lotr :D

i really wonder why i am thinking of you,
despite telling myself everything's jus nth but a dream?

2008-11-16T16:29:00.000+08:00

"Whatever You Like"

You know them old sugar daddies
They be tricking they tell them girls
I said you can have whatever you like
I said you can have whatever you like
Yeah

[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck. Patron on ice.
We can pop bottles all night
Baby you can have whatever you like
I said you can have whatever you like.
Yeah
Late night sex, so wet and so tight
I'll gas up the jet for you tonight and baby you can go wherever you like
I said you can go wherever you like
Yeah

Anytime you want to pick up the telephone you
know that it ain't nothing to drop a couple stacks on you
If you want it you can get it my dear
5 millions dollars homes drop the business I swear.
Yeah

I want your body. I need your body.
As long as you got me you won't need nobody
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet

[Chorus]

Shawty you the hottest. Love the way you drop it.
Brain so good could've sworn you went to college.
100k deposit. Vacations in the tropics
And everybody know it ain't tricking if you got it
You ain't never ever gotta go in your wallet.
Long as I got rubberband banks in my pocket.
5 6 rides wit rims and a body kit.
You ain't gotta downgrade you can get what I get
My chick can have what she want.
And go in any store for any bag she wants.
She ain't never had a man like that.
To buy you anything your heart desire like that.

I want your body, I need your body.
Long as you got me, you won't need nobody.
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it.
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet.

[Chorus]

Talk big boy rides & big boy ice
Let me put this big boy in your life.
That thing get so wet & get so right
Let me put this big boy in your life. that's right.

I want your body, I need your body.
Long as you got me, you won't need nobody.
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it.
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet.

[Chorus]

2008-11-16T00:32:00.002+08:00

Ok! im back, and im back
don't really felt like blogging these days
it's damn boring, the beginning of holidays
all i do is either sleep, wake up, sepnd money, use com, play my ds, watch eminem's live vids,
raps like im the only one on earth, tvs
nothing progressive, and i did not draw -.-
ok, wait, thr's something progressive
i went to tution like good kid(unlike last week), and i read my history textbook repeatedly

i guess i wun be blogging vry often in the coming days
but please do tag though, my blog's dead

i'm planning to post up something for class 3h,
haha could be? couldnt be

and i've jus sabotaged the whole friendster system!
lol i went to complain about the problems with the friends part
and now they're under maintenance

11 days more and the life i'm awaiting is approaching :D

i don't know what i am thinking
knowing it won't do good
yet i couldnt let go
let go of everything, and most importantly, you

2008-11-13T14:12:00.002+08:00

GOOD DAY! NO MORE EXTENDED :D
haha yea! like finally! i've been yearning for this day
when i can stop all studying and play :D (actually, i'm alr doing that)
but actually, i still have to study
no slacking! cos thr's this 'funny little thing' called the O'LEVEL

i guarantee u people that i'll be missing school like in a few days time
the beginning of holidays are often sian, cos no frens
i wanna shop, but im left with only 50 bucks or more
sian! but wat luck, im still having money with others
so it's not much of a problem

chalet's gone, everyone's so sian alr
which means, less activities for me!
i think im spending my days at home slacking,
and oh ya, i'm having a task from ms ng
designing templates, haha hopefully im able to produce somoe result

im getting less things to blog alr
felt kinda sian lar, and im sleepy now
suddenly high-ness drop to its trough

anw long hair is indeed iritating

2008-11-12T22:00:00.004+08:00

yo! after 5 days, im finally back
and yesterday we went to celebrate edward the bandung,
returning to bandung, indonesia to drink bandung :D
lol im lame -.-, in fact, thr's no bandung in bandung
stupid edward, msg me while he is on plane
he's trying to commit sucide by interfering with the airplane's navigator
ok some pictures on ytd, not blogging it in details

yuki no yaki lunch with(with mr hui's drastical movement) edward vincent

yuki yaki student meal! weekdays 12.90+ free 2 cups of icecream
(note*: must be fried before consuming, liquid mixture is no edible)

and no more class chalet this friday, darn
full alr, which is sian
we're all vry looking forward to it man!!! =(

2008-11-05T21:28:00.002+08:00

brrr.... im so cold now,
and im so hot
damn im feeling damn miserable now....
sicked! for? i dunno
did i just caught a cold?
damn

and one important thing, im meeting andrea tomoro, not next thurs 0.0
haha i got the date wrong, and im going to chiong her present later

so basically thr's nth to post about
cos today is sian! haha everyone go for olvl
and my class attendence is only 22
22! told u it's close to 50% hcl ppl
and so basically i did everything i've done in the past
paid attention during humans, complaint and slacked for P.E
and sianned during recess, did revisions during math
vry soon, this monotonous routines of mine is definitely gonna go
it gotta go, i dun want it to stay
basically im an active type person, you maynot know
i dun like to have same routines, i'll die of
tt's why long breaks are necessary for me ;d
i need more exposures :D

haha been chatting with claudine from jusnow
fun :D

ok i gotta go, have to chiong present, have to revise, have to sleep and watch anime :D
bye

2008-11-04T20:41:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm bored -.-
it's tuesday! and yet... wth?
anw, ear blocks and flu ruins my day -.-

and damn this thing, i'm supposed to have blogged finish
now it's all gone -.- whatever

anw, my bro gave me a fred perry sling bag yesterday :D
haha it's blue, though i'd prefer it black
and not only tt, he gave me a 50dollars worth fred perry voucher
which means tt im gonna shop soon :D
yea true it is, im going out with alicia this saturday if everything is going right
and would be celevrating andrea's birthday on the 13th, though i mayhave to postpone it
cos i will definitely out of money
and the next day, the 14th, class chalet :D
hahaha yea, great :D i wanna play till my head came off

so i've been checking out the fred perry wedsite before i've even started blogging
omdg the clothes are damn nice, sadly to say, all are above 40pounds, which is approx 93sgd
looking at the price(not inclusive of gst somemore), i sian diao alr
damn... but i like this pair of 35 pounds shoes, and i would buy it if i can afford :D
or maybe a wallet maybe? i shall go to the shop on friday or saturday

anw tomoro's the olvl chinese paper for the hcl people!
all the best to them, and all the best to me
cos i'll be damn sian tomoro
close to half of my class are taking hcl
lol tomoro i'll be ah-hock-ing all day long :D

2008-11-03T13:57:00.004+08:00

okay after having a gruelling day of extended lessons
im finally back to blog
been lazy to blog the past two days
as you see, i'm obsessed with my NDS :D
yea old it is, but haha damn nice
playing feel the magic, and now lords of the ring
planning to buy new games
but.... sian, money matters....

you see, recession's all days long
and somehow im greatly affected too
money! damn it, i wondered why suddenly thr's so much expenses
class chalet! haha i want to go, but it means spending
so now everyday in the afternoon, at night
you'll see me counting my money and coming out with new money plan
stress!

and second stress, o'level!
looking at my report, pathetic report
my targets are all a1s a2s
but in the end, i've got only 2 a2s, 3 bs, 2 cs
pathetic. i've got to work harder!
i wanna go jc. polytechnics are rather boring to me
thought of la'selle and NAFA
but it's not gonna work. competition thr is too strong
and going thr means i'll have to be only an artist in life
i want to do more things

so basically i've decided to chiong
i cant hope much for english, and humanities
so i'll just set a target of b3
maths i'll target a2
amaths, hoping for an a1
art, a2-a1
chinese, yea chinese
im not gonna hope for more, because i cant deny the fact that my chinese's deproving
cos of my english
so i hope to maintain an a2
science, definitely an a1!
it's the only subject i've break my target and i believe i m capable of
tt's alol, for the time being

so today, like usual, we had monotonous extended lessons
chinese, bad, i cant do haha
and maths was okay
and 3 periods of arts after recess
did some theory paper so to prepare some of us for o'lvl paper 3
it sounds interesting lar, like humanities
but i prefer doing paper2
it takes you the knowledge of 38 reputational artists to take paper3
it has high distinction rate though..
and so i've finally heard of higher art
yea, it's paper1, paper2+ HA coursework, HA paper
i'm tempted to take, cos i'll get to expose myself to something which other doesnt
but i was wondering... am i able to cope with it? seriously?

anw to my friends who's suffering from bad times
(somehow im having bad times too, haha just stresses though)
all the best and never give up hope
(think of the proton energy and dunno wat positive energy
if you have heard the thing ms lem said)
cheer up

2008-10-31T22:30:00.002+08:00

Okay! I'm back!!!!
just got back my report book :D
how to say... im not vry contented with the results
seriously. although i did pass humans, failed none
but... arhh.... 6th....
nvm! cos at least i did a great job, my percentage improved by 2.5%
im expecting to bug my parents for present :D

so slacked in school with alwyn and noeleen
cos it's not time for noeleen's turn yet
so basically we are hungry waiting for clara to join us for dinner
and fortunately, thr's potatoes chips that jinguan gave me :D
or else our stomaches will be digesting themselves -.-

in the end, we went dinner with changhui
supposedly we wanted to go sumo house
but went to the market instead, cos it's too late
went back to school again, saw chongying
and went to acc noeleen for ptc

haha ok, she didnt take as long as we expect it'll be
and noeleen left first, cos me, alwyn, changhui and chongying wanted to stay behind longer
after tt is alwyn, so tt left me, chongying and changhui
so in order to successfully console and encourage chongying, changhui told us his experience
it's vry sad, whatever happened to me is not even half as bad as what the main person in his exp
and it caught us all in emo-ism
although basically i doesnt show it facially
and changhui's a good guy, he worths the praise
haha and after all the emo-ism, chongying got better
so after a while, me and chongying left for home, while changhui stayed
(it's 9:30pm fyi)
yea it's a good day, though for some, it isnt

and i almost forgot to take my report book... how dumb i am

2008-10-30T22:44:00.006+08:00

today i had a T-i-R-i-N-g day...
and i hear obama talking on the tv right now hahaha...

ok so what exactly had had happened today?
wow it's a looong story
basically, we had the third day of extended
maths test is freaky, damn the paper(no paper actually, the qns are written on board.)
CHEAPSKATE
so whatever it is, damn it, cos thr's one qn which made me sick

Humanities, shocking, many people were traumatized
miss tan had a haircut!!! -.-
vry short moon cut, with bangs above eyebrows
and she came up with a reason: MOE had decided to standardize teacher's hairstyle
(this kept justin chua laughing for like eternity)
hahaha lol she's always the coolest person lar
and it's just like she said
samantha lim and yvonne seng had tt hairstyle too
and it spreads widely beyond the humanities department
wow nowadays teachers are really stressed up by students
that they did things like having their hair cut short

i know i know, you're wanting to say why i always elaborate every class lessons i had here
reasons being im jus bored, and hahaha you know, i like to talk about everything
but not today, cos i have afternoon part to go

okay so before i talk about afternoon, i found out that my chinese has go down the slope
deproved! i even speak english while sleeptalking
and i've got this hunch that i will fail the chinese essay i wrote today

so here's the afternoon part
went to cityhall right away after school
to redeem my "20th century boys" movie tickets :D
watched it with hsuan, and i find it great!
maybe cos im in love with japanese mangas
and though it's lame, but i find the story is interesting :D

went to bugis straight right after that
cos hsuan wanna have a haircut there -.-
went to jizzaw (bugis street 3rd floor)
and thr's this young hair stylist vry stylo man
the hair is greenish grey(i assume he uses gatsby bleach+hairday)
at first i tought that guy cmi, cos when he cut, i find the hairstyle vry the wierd
in the end, when he styles it, okay actually it's better than expectation
$15, and i borrowed him the $10 -.-

walked around bugis street and parco,
looking at clothes again...
have the money to buy, dun hav the will to spend
seriously man...
i think i've been writing "i wanna buy new clothes" since a long time ago
haha pardon me please
but really, i in urge to spend money right now! (ehh i have this compulsive shoppaholism)

okay hsuan took this photo of us at the bugis station
he was actually trying to take his new hairstyle, but he can't cos of the camera
so he's deciding to come my house and use my sony cybershot to take the photo
haha he's becoming vain
who's fault? i dunno haha

anw do support this website man!
55thavenue by SAN (please click)
haha this isnt some idols lar
it's Shufei, Alwyn and Noeleen's blogshop
it's cool, and it sells not only girls' stuffs
nalgene waterbottle's on the shelf too
mere $18 if im right, while outside's selling $20
i know whr they got this lobang from
but im not gonna sabotage them lar
so please, dun bother asking :D

okay gotta go, tomoro movie with alicia :D

love doesnt comes overnight
it needed to be built someday
if neither of us gonna work for it
how do we get love one day?

2008-10-29T14:02:00.002+08:00

nowadays blogging became really artistic hahaha
and if you are looking for one, mine's obviously not an artistic blog
hahaha

ok back to authenticity, it's the second day of boring extended
every minutes kills (my braincells)
and im getting retarded

it's okay to have extended lessons as its benefits are tangible
HOWEVER, i wonder why are we having P.E during extended?
it's not as if we're gonna take P.E for o'lvl next yr (i'll be if i retain this year)
so the two periods which can be used for humans or sciences, languages have been used
for healthy lifestyle, which the school will definitely tell us
(i didnt include math cos we had 3 periods of math today. two more periods, death)
i'm not saying that it's useless, it's good to exercise once in a while
but basically, most of us did nth but entertaining ourselves during P.E...

english was boring, another self-entertaining periods
told us to do error analysis for EOY english exam
yet, we didnt even have our answer script to analysis
another 2 periods wasted....

had early recess today, cos P.E was too boring
today's no better compared to yesterday, just merely one more store opened
well hopefully tomoro would be better
and after recess was math, the most useful lesson of the day
did circles again, though we're only doing exercises today
mr hui was shocked when alicia called me by my another name
then he was like,"ur name is christian?"
and questions followed after that like moving water
and he gave me a damn -.- name "romeo"
colded....

haha we're sabotaging alot of people onto the xiaohuaxiaocao thing

okay i gotta go, short post, though it's nth much lar
seeya

i dunno what am i thinking
i dunno why am i thinking of you
when im not supposed to?
my brain's one of its screw out
someone pass me a screwdriver please -.-

2008-10-28T20:59:00.002+08:00

I'm so stress up....
by a dream i had just now -.-
ridiculous!

okay basically today's the kickoff start of pathetic secthree extended lessons
yea, and somehow, miraculously, i've got into study mood again
though most ppl were more attracted by pokers

surprisely, extended lessons wasnt as slacky as i think it would be
teachers are still teaching
even ms lem who alot of ppl thought tt she's a potential ponner :x
physics! damn, we're touching electricity -.-
a topic i believed that will gonna fail me badly
so im gonna mug hard for it, duh!

s.s ms yvonne seng took over
watched some sg videos

not gonna post any longer,
im having wierd dreams today -.-
and damn stressed up, wonder if im elligible for tt job i found ytd
my age! =(
ok gtg bye

2008-10-27T21:43:00.003+08:00

not so bored today!
haha tt's the best thing for me
woke up damn late at 2, and recieved a call from hsuan
went to city hall with him to aldeph to buy his winter stuffs
yea, tt place is so damn.... remote
worse still, it was raining heavily outside
luckily we followed my genius plan and took a one-stop bus
or else, we'll gonna soak soup!!!

nth much, and went to funan mall
visited alen(my supervisor during shows)
the shop's renovated, and it looks damn cool
i'm going work thr full time after extended :D
haha have to work, no choice
tt will help me to cut down on shopping, which requires money spendings
would be working during december, cos i wanna shop during nov
well at least i've found a job :D

i'll leave the shows to hsuan and andy hahaha

and bad thing, spent alot today!
treated hsuan lunch(or sponsor's a better word)
went to marina sq right after tt, visited recoil
ya shop tt seems to sell just polo tees with normal collars and chinese tailor collar
i think im buying one of the polo and bermudas thr for my new yr clothes :D

not gonna post long, i feel like vomitting....

and timetable says miss tan's not teaching during extended :(

2008-10-27T01:14:00.002+08:00

ok i know it's late now
around 0115hr, and im blogging
i really dun felt like sleeping
after reading someone's blog,
i've got this tendency to blog looooooong
yea loooooong
maybe spitting my crabs out(let's imagine me literally spitting out crabs)

lol and im damn sicked and tired of my computer connection
DC all the way, lol com stop emoing!
i think someday i'll have this fixed
DC three tyms an hour... something's not quite right
if u find tt my temper's getting worse each day, here's the culprit

and im damn pissed off by friendster
i've updated my profile, and nth happened
here's another culprit. LOL

anyway, like i've been saying, these days are boredom
i wanna go out, but im jus reluctant to spend money
if i go out, i'll start spending my money like water flowing out from water tap

... okay let's skip these casual stuffs
if u kept a close attention to my blog
thr's a tym i've been saying tt i dun trust love at all
in fact, i dont.... know
LOL IM LAME

forget it, throw it away
and im wondering how i m to write loooong
seriously someone please recommend me how to spend my last day
studying? i will be too lazy for tt
and i have 3weeks to let me studying till like shit
heard thr would be a test the last week, which is more like shit!
talking about extended, it automatically links to o's
o's, it will link to jan 2nd when i get my o'lvl art paper one question
that will link to my not-so-distant hectic days preparing paper one
to the day many of the sec4 art students being emo while painting our prep
and tears are well used as water to wet the acrylics paint and brushes
(wonder who actually does tt)
link further to the day when some of us maybe will forget it and drop art
and the rest would proudly present our final piece to our parents before sending it to MOE
not enough?
it will link to the pushed forward o'lvl prelims when u see the whole cohort mugging till we seems lifeless
ok i went too far, but tt's reality
someone told me tt o's may be pushed up to late august next yr, well tt's maybe
but it's damn freaky
this yr art paper one submission is like september, and thr's people who cnnt complete it
if it's pushed to august, i doubt i can finish a canvas around my size in 7 months
ya all the paintings, freaky preps on the a2 black board
and we have to get prepared for other subs
okay let's give some break
next yr! my birthday's coming :D
around 4 more months, lol im such a kid, still counting down my birthday
but i hope next yr's celebration would be more lively :D
yea gonna invite alot of frens along
and hope she'd come too (this 'her' isnt the 'her' last tym)
i've given up the prev one, anw dump it
how i hope next yr celebration would be great :D
yuki no yaki, and sakura haha
maybe more buffets choices? :D
and i hope she'll be thr (:

ok dc, dc and dc!

im looking forward to next month, after my extended
going out with sokvay and jielin
andy and cecelia
hopefully with alwyn, shuangling and the rest :D
and singout concert, and many things which i dunno will be coming

ok i gotta go now, so long post
and not a single vulgarities in this post hah!

2008-10-26T16:35:00.002+08:00

hey i'm so so sick and tired of my internet connection!
disconnecting whole day, making me damn frustrated
argh....

anyway, look at my dp(profile picture i mean)
haha someone please tell me if i suit tt shirt
ok i bought that shirt 8 months ago and had never wear it once
luckily it's not expensive, or else i'll weep for sure

and basically, im rotting (not literally)
what have i been doing?
sleep, eat, play com, watching tv, clay sometyms
arh im shopping deprived T.T
got the money, but no company haha
not exactly lar, jus tt i dun feel like buying clothes yet
maybe after my extended

& im not going for tomoro's 2G'07 gathering
it'll be fun, i know, but too bad, no money =/

anw i've made a new ballerina with clay
and this tym, it's real great
going to ask miss ng to judge it before i put it on web
(f.y.i, the prev one is jus a sample =x)

okay im not gonna cont blogging
im so bored....

2008-10-25T21:44:00.002+08:00

Candle Light - Koda Kumi 幸田来未

Here's koda kumi's candle light
haha it's real nice, to me
i'd recommend you to switch off ur music player, playlists
and click the small little 'play' button and listen to this song
haha i mean, i'd recommend, so feel free to do that if u are interested to listen :D

2008-10-24T15:21:00.002+08:00

ballerina

haha this is something i've made yesterday wuth the leftover clays
actual size is around one index finger
it's not easy though, to make that small
and though it's not vry nice
im kinda happy for this first attempt :D

today is boredom....
there's nth much to do for today
and im rotting
feel like going out
but dunwanna spend money yet
hais....

nth to blog anymore, sian
seeya

2008-10-23T14:19:00.003+08:00

like finally... school year is over
(not for me though... hais)
even if it's a yes for the sec3s
what are we next week?
sec3.5? wow that's so "cool"

anyway, today's the most active post-exam day for me
chionging ppl to write thanksgiving message to add on to my gift to miss tan :x
at first i thought i would only get 3?
in the end, i've got 9, including mine :D
haha no opportunity to find more to write, cos they're busying playing
and when we walked out of the class room to find her,
she came up, wow wat a coincidence
she came to pass us the consortium photo(dunnid guess also know is mr hui ask her to one)
and actually she wanted to start s.s haha
but sad to say, it was 10 minutes to recess
so in the end we did no studying
& she said my gift's nice :D
haha but im vry worried tt some parts may drop of
though i added water earlier on :x

after recess we had the thanksgiving ceremony
everything was short, but the principal part was unexpectedly loooooong
haha but actually she's quite good lar
saded that she's off to other school next yr

and sec2grace07's class gathering's coming up
i dun think im going though
i cant spare much money T.T
east coast, which means lunch+dinner+rentings of bike/roller
im not sure if i'll have that much money, in addition to my shopping and singout concert
hahaha hopefully i can lar, but i dun really put high hopes to it

anw i found this website from alwyn's blog, which is actually from shuangling
haha damn cool

& im on tv :D
Photofunia.com

2008-10-22T11:59:00.004+08:00

Hey i'm blogging damn early now haha

&i'm listening to koda kumi's 悲梦之歌

lol what an emo song it is, from its title

but it's vry nice

so now you know, im listening to jap song also

it's been long ago since i listened to my koda kumi's and boa's CD

and actually, the songs are really nice :D

so you wouldnt believe that i made this right?
haha and it supposed to be me
and i guess it's 101% unlike me
the clothes, the hair
and actually i've made something for miss tan as a gift of appreciation also
i'm giving it tomoro, thanksgiving day
haha though it's aint news to alwyn, alicia, noeleen, vanessa and shuangling
they knew alr, and saw a sample of it
im aint gonna post it here, cos i have this habit of not posting something i gave out
like the ones i gave to Dr vivian balarkrishnan

anw everything i've been emo about last week are all gone
since i've went to the art museum, and the church service with shuangling
it's all gone, and i won't be caring about anything
like what i've told alicia, everything's fucked alr
i've made my mind clear, i wun care about tt person anymore
because im jus being stupid lar haha
& im aint hero
as time flew by, i bet people will know who's that person lar
but it gonna be far away, so i wouldnt care
i shouldnt care
i mustn't care
i will not care

2008-10-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

swollen eyes ruined my days =.=
damn... lol and i was walking around the school with puffy eyes
fortunately, it's only swollen slightly
not to the extend that it looks like a puffer fish

damn, $%^%^#$
i'm 0.1 percent away from top 5 in class -.-
and im 6th, for goodness' sake, im sixth!
but actually i should be satisfied, cos i failed nothing, and i trash keegen
lol i wonder who's the one who told me confidently that he'll gonna give me a trashing in humans
and combine science? :D
haha lol im being too bad, sorry!

and today's a mess, cyber wellness made me shiver
but basically i wasnt listening,
i'm too tired too, cos of my eyes which is so hypnotizing
imaging ur eyes being slightly closed, what can you do? close it lor
and sat with sean loh, cos part of 3f is supposed to come to my class for cyber wellness
he finished the wolf of wall street that i borrowed him
and he dunno that it's a true memoir, jordan belfort do exist and most importantly,
he couldnt comprehend the ending -.-
so now you know, some could be better in their english standard,
but that doesnt means that they can understand english

had a 45 minutes recess afterwards,
and went back homeroom to get our positionings
biology's another crab
mrs choy gave us some Na revision
lol so many of us were like, 'mrs choy's looking down on us' face
and please do not doubt a thing, i never do the worksheet at all
supposedly to have history for the last period,
however, miss tan was assigned to take another class
so which means, more time to slack -.-
after school went to bio lab, supposed to find vanessa to pass her the money
but in the end i didnt, she's busy
saw miss tan outside comlab 4,
which is less than 10yards from the bio lab
from her face, i can see that she's damn stressed up lar
she told me that the sch gave her loads of works to do
and that's my sch, free laboring students and teachers alike
anw, that's just my opinion for your information alrights
i dunwanna get caught for scandalizing the school
hope she's gonna be fine

anyway, glad to announce that tomoro i have no school!
finally, a rest
but 3 weeks extended lessons are torturing enough
and i'll be only having my hols from 13 nov
damn it damn it
how i wish to have a hols right away

and my com's internet connection's fucked up
damn damn damn damn damn damn

2008-10-20T20:52:00.002+08:00

soaring throat and swollen eyes.....

i'm really hating my soar throat
especially this morning!
gdd school made us sing the national anthem TWICE
i was desperately trying my best to sing the national anthem smoothly
the sch made me go through twice the sufferings!
what the hell, i sang loud and clear ok?!
whr's justice, for goodness sake.

so now everything's confirmed, i have 3 A2s
science, arts and chinese
damn, my science, one more marks to A1
chinese, 2 more
Arts? dunno
chinese is total slack one lor
maths, worst
Huikia gave some chung cheng yishun paper
out of so many qns, i can only do like 1 or 2
so i decided to slack, and went for early recess

did macromedia flash during art today
well nice progression, and went back to artroom to slack
paulyn's and lj(justin chua)'s phone got confiscated
lucky for paulyn, hers got back after class
while justin has to get it back fro his CO teacher, namely chenwanqin ==

withdrawed 100 bucks, like finally
and it's like after all the persuasions and agreements
agreement: i will not withdraw a cent from my next pay
but actually, it's part of my plan
cos i nvr use my 3As, which means, new bag's coming to me it's own :D
what a triumph :D

gonna buy the singout ticket from vanessa tomoro, but i maynot be going to sch tomoro
maynot only, thr's higher possibility for me to go sch
yea, cos im having swollen eyes -.-
my medication's at fault, or maybe my stomach
i ate the medicine with rathe empty stomach again ==
now, the dosage of the medicine is stronger, and im suffering from a more severe swollen eyes
damn it
but i'll buy the ticket, tt's for sure

okay i gotta go, and isnt that great?
no school for wednesday and friday!
but next monday is the mark of the start of my pathetic 3 weeks extended holidays! :(

2008-10-19T16:06:00.003+08:00

heys! like finally i've changed my blogskin
nice? it's blackish --
okay nvm forget it

went to church with shuangling today :D
haha i didnt go to church since the day i bought my shades
and it is great, it's always been everytime i went thr
though i was suffering from serious soar throat and some slight flus
i did enjoy today's service
and today's one damn cool
about how our thoughts, words, image and music affect water molecules
when water is exposed to great and kind words, nice and smooth music, beautiful images and prayers in heart, it'll form nice and symmetrical hexagon crystals
while it'll not turn into crystal or crooked ones, when it's exposed with black musics, curses
this is not without scientific proofs man, it's a result from Dr emoto's experiment on water
a Japanese professor wow
and so this directly explained why these factors affects our growth, and character development
cos we're made up of 75% of water
so tt also unequivocally ell me how i'll be in the future
man, i've been listening to songs with all the "loves" -.-

anw i really love today's service, despite my torturous soar throat :D
and so bought food from orange julius with shuangling for lunch
damn, the gdd door trying to bang me over ==
it's nice :D i like the triple cheese and my tropical smoothies
so we talked about alot of things, and even clothes hahaha
ya, my temptation, withdrawing 100 bucks!
and so she took a bus from bedok, i cont. my train trip back home

ok i gotta go, my eye's swollen due to the medicine
i drank my cough elixer with a rather empty stomach...
sleep sleep
seeya

2008-10-18T17:09:00.004+08:00

I'M GOING THROUGH METAMORPHOSIS
not literally, of course

im tired of all those low-ness, all the mess im in
i shouldnt care more, isnt it?
im strong, im aint weak

anyway ytd was great haha

i wanna withdraw money next week
and then im gonna buy new clothes :D

ok gotta go play clay
cya~

2008-10-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

[Intro: Nelly]
Yo... we cool, right?
Nah I mean, we go back
You know, back before the records
Before you went to college and became this person who you are
Oh, congratulations on that anyway too, so
But, for a long time it's been somethin I need to tell you
Uhh, uhh, uhh - listen

[Nelly – singing]
You see we been knowin each other since we were about this high
Same elementary, shared the same bus stop
Even as a youngster I knew you was so fly
Even back then I knew you were the one
I watched you grow, I watched your transformation
Right through school to your current occupation
It took this long for me to man up and have this conversation
But fuck it, here it go

[Chorus: Nelly]
I want you, to want me
Girl I need to know that, I can be your one and only
I need you, to need me
See you were my worst mistake girl, and that's why
It's hard to keep my cool when I see you with him
Cause I really wish that you were right here
Tell me what's it take to win just a - piece of your heart
My only kryptonite is you, that's why anything you say I'll do
So let me stop for a minute, take a second to say
Girl you take my breath away, awayyyy
Girl you take my breath away (awayyyy)
You take my breath away, you take my breath away, yeah

[Nelly - singing]
Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh
They say one man's trash is the next man's treasure
Where one finds pain the next might find pleasure
I don't pay attention to them haters, now or never
I don't give a damn who was before me (me)
All that matters is you're with me now
All I need to know is that you're down
Man it's somethin special about round-the-way ladies
Ride-or-die baby, girl

[Chorus]

[Nelly – rapping]
Yeah, on the real, let me tell you somethin..
Uhh, uhh, it's like I die a little every time I see you with this guy
Thinkin to myself, "Now why the hell she with that guy"
While she ain't by my side, we would be so fly
We would live that life
The life you used to dream is all about rapp-in
Back when I used to pull my BMX up alongside of your Schwinn
See, and here we are again
Funny how fate brought my Phantom up alongside of your Benz
And still

[Chorus] w/ ad libs

[Outro: Nelly]
Yeah so, I mean, like I said
You know we been knowin each other for a long time
You seen me go through, I seen you go through
We here now and, I just thought I'd tell you that
So, you got my number, as you got my e-mail
You know everything
So I guess the next message I get from you
will let me know what you think about this right here, aight?
Aight, get home safe

-nelly one & only

& i'm strong

2008-10-17T13:42:00.002+08:00

today was boring, much more than usual...
half of my goddamn class was missing
and what we did? played some cards, and admiring goldfishes in my homeroom ==
played 21 with jak, yaoming and russel during chinese
or should i say, gamble?
and in the end, i've got no wins no lose

friends from sec2 adventure finally came back
haha all were black like charcoal like tt =x (no offence)
supposedly i should be staying to design calendar
but it was postponed to next week
and so im back so damn early..

ok this post is short, and lame
im not really in a mood, i dunno how to put it
but i'll be back to myself soon :D hahaha
going art museum tonight, hopefully looking at pro-arts could help me lightening my mood?
and im so goddamn withdrawing money man!
i wanna shop =(
arh i gotta go, i'm missing the night breeze

2008-10-16T21:32:00.002+08:00

damn. forget yesterday, forget everything we had. im stepping out now!

so today school's was okay haha
went to the jewellery class with vanessa instead of changing to chinese brush
haha cos at first noeleen decided to go song writing, alwyn to pop vocal
and so i decided to accompany vanessa cos she's alone thr
we're making choker and earrings o.0
haha both useless to me, and so chongying was saying that i should give my girlfren
and say" this is the choker i made, three years ago"
hahaha that would be most pathetic

in the end, noeleen's chased back to jewellery making by chenwanqin
and alwyn got into pop vocal after
like how he said that he had spent half his life confronting with chenwanqin
seriously the class is nice lar, but not for me lor ==
haha im trying my vry the best to dodge the cameras
at least this is better lar, chinese brush's kinda cheapskate
using the ink, adding some poster pain so tt it looks something like watercolourings
song writing... nth much also
cartoon drawing was more of a theorical lesson
pop vocal, sing until sore throat arh! (lol jkjk :D)
and i saw roy, my guitar instructer last yr, the only guy whom i believe has the fairest skin of all
(much fairer than mine f.y.i)

the rest of the day was boredom, walk around school to find the pokers guys....
in the end, they're so far away at the technical block -__-

i've got nothing much to say
im so damn pekcek doing calendar design..

2008-10-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

the sky is in such blue, such warm
yet my heart, is dark and cold...

had midnight chat with andrea yesterday night :D
hahas it was great!
i'm blowing out all my discomforts and troubs like a loose canon
we've always have such midnight chats last june and nov/dec hols
and it will always last until 4am+, or maybe 5?
haha ya we're crazy last tym
yesterday one didnot last tt long
only till 1+, 2
but im glad man, i was feeling much better after my chat
and i got to have 4 hour sleep, which is 2 hours more
sadly, my dizziness upon waking up is still thr ==

anw anw, consortium photo is retarded -_-
i was sitting next to denise,
and esaint was asking mrs shirley chong about their c.i.p at bishan homes
lol damn funny lar, then denise was like "chewpeng, don't laugh arh :D"
but basically, photo taking today is boring....

got back chinese paper two, damn, i jus reached a2
i was aiming higher -.-
tinghui's pro, got the highest
and everyone's (except me and some people like russel) shock man
cos tinghui was like keep sleeping in class, and she got the highest haha

heard that higher chinese paper is hard, and no one did incredibly well

and maths' depressing!
though i should be thankful that i passed
0.5 more marks, or 0.25 to be exact, i can get a b4 ==
darn.....

nth much wholeway through, until the samantha lim part :D
we keep kb her like siao, till she's damn pekcek

and some of the people from sec3 and the whole sec2 went for camp
so boring....

went bugis after school, and bj changed damn lots man!
so many new shops, and now im broke ==
200 bucks was spent away within 3 weeks to a month ==, im pro
nvm since i did wellfor exam, its time to extort money :D(from my parents of cos)
new clothes, new bags and new pants :D (standard)

and tomoro aesthetic prog!
damn it, me and alwyn went into a all-girls class ==
maybe i'll try to chop somebody's place lor
if cannot, maybe stay? 0.o
and tt's ridiculous...

and im really trapped, and im so crap
i really need someone who can help me up from these
crap, anw, who would really care?
im jus jus so retarded to believe anyone would....

2008-10-14T15:59:00.003+08:00

my insonmia's getting worse...
i'm in need of sleeping pills...

yea, many things are bothering me, til my mind's ready to explode at anytime.
but still, im keeping cool in school, and today's school's great :D

god has answered my prayers, i passed my history!(though it's just pass)
so first in lifetime, i passed my combine humans!(yea, first in my lifetime)
and both s.s and hist won sean :x hahaha

so anw, as ms tan went to the pre-camp activities for the sec2 adventure,
we did nothing during the script checking, no questions to ask any teachers,
only listening to ms yvonne seng reading out the general comments made by ms tan on a paper
(even though i believe more than half of the hist students were not listening)
so hist... 5 people in 3humility passed, angie scored terrifically well, with score 31
second is noeleen, 27,
and me, alwyn and shuangling, 25
a lot were complaining that ms tan concentrated too much on language, which i agreed to
though i was okay with that part, no much comment of such errors from ms tan

so went to recess with alwyn, cassandra, noeleen, vanessa and shufei
this recess was the quietest of all (okay, one of the quietest perhaps?)
nth much for us to eat also
went to art right after that, while the rest went to their respective classes
art, no script checking! we've done that yesterday
so we did some planning on the calendar design for sch calendar
me and noeleen was late 30 minutes for a-math script checking
darn...
&&& i passed my amath! for goodness sake!
35% failed though, and im the lucky 65%
i'd thought i would fail, cos it was difficult, really
but i passed, miraculously!
with sweet 46/80
so basically the amath script checking was damn boring,
chatted with alwyn, noeleen and vanessa about our l1r4s, which instituions are we choosing etc
and of cos, all of our l1r4s are depressing lar
but it's alright, cos the main priority is to promote,
we'll be able to buck that up next yr, when all of us are free (except art students)

was trying to continue my calendar layout design, but i was too tired
if im right, i slept 2 hours yesterday night
which is an hour more compared to the day before
so tt's y im home right now.
ok i wanna rest now, im drowsy, eyesights are blurrrrishh
seeya.
chinese and emath tomoro!

2008-10-13T21:40:00.002+08:00

got back results today..

first ones of the day, English!
I'd like to say that god gave me a great surprise!
i miraculously scored 17/30 for my vry lousy written, half-completed composition
and along with my total marks, i passed english (: !
although im around the border line,
which means i'll be going to a lower stream for english next yr, without sean :(

so was with horny jye and king kong sean all the time during checking of english scripts.

after a few moments of break, went upstair for social studies
and advance strike!
i've passed my social studies :D
although it'snot far from border line
but ms yvonne seng(my latest s.s teacher this year) told me that my skills are good
just the time management part, which is strictly agreed by ms ong lee hwa and miss tan
although i know that, my time mangament has improve after all the practice miss tan gave me,
which i'd really like to thank her for that :D
and the remaining fear.... history, which i desperately want to pass
because i assure you, it's the one and only subject i worked the hardest on
the hardwork inserted in history is far more than those i inserted in sciences,
and even my favourite, Art
but i'll face it if i failed my history, because i know it in my heart
the amount of hardwork i've put into it, and i've tried my best to do it
and i'll work harder for next yr, and coming o's

so rotted outside com lab 2, under mr hui's order
damn, it's so boring and i've finally completed my book
and when i was lying down like dead pig on the floor(partially lying down, of cos)
ms ng emerged! art papers :D
so the art students in my class, esp me, went upstair eagerly to see how we did
once again, advance strike again! it's an A2 (:
and that makes me brightens my day even more

and bio!! okay i did well :D
if, if my physic score at Ntrix is correct, im getting sure ace for science

went to bubble tea after school, joined noeleen and vanessa for lunch thr
haha after so many days of exams, breaks, buffet lunch and dinner for birthdays
we finally got our foot back to bubble tea
and so we're talking about how we fared for the exams up til now,
suddenly guangru called me “徒弟！”, and i replied him “哟！师傅！”
which was damn funny haha
and so went home around 2+,3 when noeleen and vanessa went back for choir,
and me the slacker went home to refresh myself for being awake for 7 to 8 long hours
high-ing after a mere one hour sleep
when i got home, my lack of sleep took its toll on me
started with dizziness, adrenaline, and i dropped asleep(rather than dead)

and here to whatever,
although i know that my words will never do good to cheer you up even to a bit
but all i wanna say is,
and what i've been saying for countless times which i myself finds it nuisance
is that don't ever lose heart
always look to the positive, because you'll gonna make it
okay i maybe just bullshitting here, if you really think so
but all i want you to know, be it you to doubt or not, i really care
i really care about you, and tt's why im trying so hard here and there to encourage you
even though i only knew some wee things about what situation you are in, yes wee, little
but i want to cheer you up, and stop you from gloomy
really.

anw i gotta go already, oh man i've got this feeling that im gonna have insomnia again tonight
god bless me, to get good result for history. tomoro!

2008-10-11T19:35:00.006+08:00

i was in vry bad mood yesterday,
and im glad that i attended noeleen's birthday celebration
cos, it really cheered me up :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NOELEEN TAN!

haha i hope she'll see this man
happy birthday! and all the best in everything you do
and stay happy! and hope you'll like the angel clay i gave ya ;D
haha you can see, we have 13 people thr! wow
actually i do have more pictures with madeline, maybe i'll grab from her blog and post it up
when she uploaded more :)

we decided to go to sakura buffet after all
damn ex, 27.90
sakura brings back memories man,
i went thr with alwyn, shuangling and noeleen during my birthday back then
haha though it's a different outlet, and more people this tym!

and the birthday cake part was great!
i wouldnt wanna post too much about it haha, cos it's vry long
and like i said, will post more pics when i got them

me and vanessa (:

so after sitting at the resturant for around 2 and a half hour
we got our butts off and went to the outside of yck stadium
sadly, madeline, vanessa and justin chua went off before the rest
cos they wanna go home earlier
so we carried on our fun, starting with "truth or dare"
played till 10, an went home after tt

i assure you, it was the "highest" i've ever gone to haha

anw im not gonna post anything about today
i was bad mood again, despite having os much fun and laughter yesterday
i wouldnt wanna say why
haha let's not spoil the fun memories above

2008-10-10T16:46:00.004+08:00

to shuangling: haha no problem :DD

okay, jus for your info, i've spent 6 more bucks on poster paints ==
6 colours for 6 bucks
sian..

anw, after all, i've decided to change my blogsong
to ray j's One Wish
it's a nice song i listened at someone's tagged account
i jus like this song anw

hmm around an hour more to meet noeleen they'all
yea im confused about the location, seriously -_-
haha forget it, everything's gonna be fine soon

i think i'll not start with any clay work yet, cos im seriously in a bad mood now
ahhhhhh dump it away.

yea, you don't know, don't care a thing about me
my pain, my everything
so why do i care more?

2008-10-09T18:01:00.002+08:00

how would you react when everything infront of you seems so unrealistic?

ok woke up late today, because my mum chose to listen to my words of semi-consciousness
and let me cont. my sleep till 12 noon
yea, im supposed to wake up early 9

so after doing my it day works, went out to buy somethings and noeleen's present
and guess what? i went into square 2 0.o
cos the angel clay shop is at square 2
when i went into the shop, the lady boss asked me if im using the clay for the first time
so i started telling her that i did it in my school,
and about me making the figurines for mp, Dr Vivian Balarkrishnan(i finally know wat's his name)
and so i've got a student discount :D, but i spent quite a fortune thr
hmmm, and i found out that i actually don't have poster paint ==
damn, gonna buy tomoro

so carried on to velocity, saw a red adidas bag, it's nice man
45 bucks.... guess i wun be able to afford one tt soon
maybe gonna get one when i got my second work done, and i got the pay haha

went to united square (basically i jus went around the whole novena lar)
nothing much, and i am vry curious about people wearing polo tees wth the logo 'hw'
wow, they cmes in numbers, and i was wondering, are they students?
they looks like foreigners, so i guess this 'hw' should be some international schools
anw, i decided not to care more, as i wun be seeing them for the rest of the year,
and even if i know wat hw stands for, i'll most probably forgot about it in a few weeks time

& united square's boring, and i hate tt underground passage

went to amk to buy wrappers, and monochrome factor 5 :D
finally i'ce abandoned the thoughts of waiting for hsuan and bought one myself
and it's great! :D

when i walked out of my house in the mid-afternoon, i dun really feel the weight which weigh me down mentally
however, when i was going home, i feel the weight, not only mentally, but physically =x
i've spent a fortune today....

why love?
when as much as all the sweetness and happiness it brings to you,
it brings pain and heartbreaks too.
however, who can resist such temptation?
that slight moment of warmth, of sweetness
fuck, even those who doesn't trust it will fall for it unnoticed.

2008-10-08T22:52:00.003+08:00

i'm dosed by nelly's new album
damn cool, and im addicted to his songs
too bad for me, no money for me to buy his album :(
i need sponsors!

U Ain Him ft. Rick Ross - Nelly

and this is a nice song

gonna buy noeleen's birthday present tomoro :D
and i think im buying some angel clays too haha
heard it's ex =x
darn

& yes andrea my girl, it's damn months since you tagged my blog
haha thanks anw, and haha im gonna miss ya like forever!
and let's go out someday, for ur upcoming birthday!

i've finally cleaned up my blog... :D

2008-10-08T11:42:00.002+08:00

Like finally, my Exams are over!
2 weeks, and it just passed by as immediately as 2 days :D
and today's amaths was ok, though i may pass, i wun pass with flying colours
but after all, i do have high chance of passing :D
failing a-maths is the last thing i would expect
& great for me, my art paper was over like less than 24 hours ago
DNT and FNN friends are mugging hard for their last paper, which was exactly an hrs from now

and to think about it thoroughly, this year is soon to be gone
in that not-so-distant future, i'll be looking at my o'lvl art questions
worrying about what the crab im about to come out with
and vry soon, i'll stop all the enjoyments for a long period to mug
in the blink of eyes, i'd have complete my o's
cont. my working life during the 3 free months before jcs and polys gonna start
it isn't far from now, i've spent 3years in phs alr!

when i was doing my art piece yesterday at the big, air-con hall
with lotsa tables and mere 17 art students trying hard to complete their works,
i've been thinking a lot about last year
around this season, horngjye and me were working hard
trying to trash each other's asses when we actually were doing our art prep together at his home
and eating the bowl of noodles his mum has prepared for us for afternoon lunch
it's so contradictng, we actually worked together
while we are thinking of winning each other in art
but because of this common purpose and interest we shared,
we became best friends, along with sean
however, as much as art brought us together, it pulls us apart
when i decided to pursue my dreams,
while horngjye decided to choose the comb. his mum prefered him to go to
though we're no longer in the same class, and seldom got the chance to be together,
unlike the prev yr
we're still gonna be best friends (:
& i'm gonna go to sean's house with him to play gun-toting video games
where we'll get betrayed by sean,
no doubts, when we turned our view away from him in the game of halo
and i'll be sure an easy prey for both of them, and i'll always get caught between their cross-fires
pathetic me and my control of joysticks :(

one year, and it's an eventful one

and i've got no school for tomoro and friday!
that's the best thing after exam
exams are over, i no longer needed to stay till late at night
trying to get things on my head
but as fast as the old worries are gone, the new worries surfaced
how did i do for my exams, especially history and english which i had most screwed up?
forget it, i shall not care more and enjoy myself this two days
and of cos, my private stuffs :D

friday's noeleen's birthday :D

2008-10-06T17:41:00.002+08:00

yo! i'm back
after like.... ehhh, 3 days!(or less, forget it)
i'd really like to earn a million a week
well... that's horse shit -__-

ok! i'm damn high now
cos. physics was easy! along with my chinese!
so... im gonna pass :D

& now left with two pathetic papers
namely, art & a-maths
a-maths, i'm preparing to fail, cos no time to study a shit!
and my most beloved art.... i dunno, i've not really started on my prep.
which is totally DAMNIT!

& i'm still worrying about my history... hais....

anw noeleen's birthday this week (:
money spending again! :D
im really out of cash, arh.... i wanna buy clothes :(
hopefully i can score well and convince my mum for money to buy clothes?
nope, i'll get the money for bag instead, i wanna new bag
october's a month of egg crackers man, cos many birthdays, so many celebration haha
and 20th october is darren's
hahas gonna prepare presents

i'm really obsessed with jordan belfort's book
the wolf of wall street

"Act as if you're a wealthy man, rich already, and you'll surely become rich.
Act as if you have unmatched confidence and then people will surely have confidence in you.
Act as if you have unmatched experience and then people will follow your advice.
And act as if you are already a tremendous success, and as sure as i stand here today
-you will become successful!"- jordan belfort

and anyway thanks menghui for your concern (:
i'm alright alr, though the pain is hurting much
and sadly to say, i fainted ytd, oh crap :x
hit my head, not enough, hit my teeth
i woke up as immediately as i fainted after a bump on my front teeths
okay, luckily, thanks god, my teeth's not crooked, nor it's falling off (:

i'm gonna sleep now, im so tired
and seeya a few days later. bye!

and you know,
i wanna celebrate you birthday with you
really (:

2008-10-03T10:52:00.004+08:00

Happy belated birthday HoShuangling :D
though i did wish her happy birthday yesterday, i think it'll be nice if i wish her once more here
all the best man! and may your wishes come true :D

pictures of shuangling's birthday celebration on 2 october2008

me, shuangling & alwyn

went to yuki no yaki yesterday with shuangling, yinghui, alwyn, noeleen and michelle
to clebrate shuangling's birthday
and all of us were like taking the food like it's free
in the end, we didnt get to finish all haha
of cos, we're not fined for that, and it costed us mere $12.90

it's the longest lunch we had, we went in around 2:15? and got our butts out at 4:30haha we're cool
so walked around marina square, and dammit! temptation!
gawr... thr's lotsa nice shops for clothes, and i can expect the amount of money i'll be spending right after my examination
vast amount, i assume. and you'll see my pocket empty

and so after that alwyn, noeleen, michelle and me went down to Secret Recipes to buy a cake for shuangling to give her some surprises
and we're desperately looking for lighters! haha
the plan went well, and it was great
so had our ice cream at both swesens and changing appetite
and it was long since i've eaten ice cream!
about 8 months ago i ate my last, i think.

it was a great day yesterday, and hope it'll be a special and unforgettable day for her too
happy birthday, once again :D

today's business :(
so right after a great day, it's history examination! yea right today
of cos, it'd ended
but i'm damn stressed up man! i've got a hunch that i'm so gonna fail =(
darn... i jus couldnt think of anything damn thing fast enough
and god, i think my essays and sbqs are not well written at all
be prepared to see my gloomy face during scriptchecking
sad case.

i just got exceptionally high expectation for humanities
and i can't afford to fail it, at all costs
i really wanna do well, cos i want to
cos i've been working hard for it
arh stressed

hopefully it'll be like what others told me, i can pass :D

anw this is a nice book i've got myself not long ago,
to be true,i bought this 2 days ago :D
yea the wolf of wall street
about this guy, jordan belfort, who taught the mafia how to cheat telegraph haha
i've read a short prologue, and i find it nice
though thr's lotsa F***, ya you know i mean
not literally, what i mean is that there's alot of vulgarities haha
(suit me lots, im always listening to such raps)
although i don't doubt that thr's something in this story

anw this book is written by jordan belfort, yea it's non-fiction
it was suppose to be my time killer, and also an assignment to improve my english after exam haha
it's nice, and i dun regret buying it
and f.y.i, im actually wanted to buy obama's 'dream of my father'
but somehow, i find this more interesting, and more pages
(haha cheapo)

ok i dont mean to write any vulgarities here,
but i really think that my mind's fucked up
something is wrong somewhr, in my brain
i'm thinking wierd, unrealistic things
haha well... im going insane

2008-09-25T22:17:00.002+08:00

oh man,, tomoro's exams!
arh.... im so damn nervous
and im suffering from dizziness @_@

hmm wonder if i'll be alrite... hahaha

ok anw, wish me the best of luck for my english paper,
cos i'll do my best not to disappoint those who actually wished me the best :D
& of cos, friends, all the best to you too!

and i know, this tym round, thr's vry limited ppl who got special well-wishings from me
i guess i only gave out two
hahas sorry man, it's difficult to make this one
anw all the best everyone!

i'm working hard for exams now (:

2008-09-22T16:43:00.003+08:00

Twisted

It's the end of the way that it used to be
Sipping on my guilt under a willow tree cause I'm...
Twisted

Dancing in my head to a funked up beat
Tripping on the corner of a two way street
And, I smile a twisted smile when I say...

Let the world keep turning
Cause I'll be standing still
And the Earth feels closer to heaven
Just because you're here
I've been chased by angels
I've been drunk out of my mind
And the Earth feels better than heaven
Just because you're here

Twisted
Twisted

Seeing my reflection in the concrete ground
Leaving my theories on the merry go round cause I'm...
Twisted

Trying to make sense of a traffic sign
Searching for the genius in a nursery rhyme
And, I smile a twisted smile when I say...

Let the world keep turning
Cause I'll be standing still
And the Earth feels closer to heaven
Just because you're here
I've been chased by angels
I've been drunk out of my mind
And the Earth feels better than heaven
Just because you're here

Twisted
Twisted

yea &im so sicked today that i'm living with a twisted smile

so cool aint it?
stepping on top of the police car, i wanna do that :D
argh... stressed up by exams, and im sick cos of ytd's studying and studying
nvm i shall study well, score well for humans
and i can step on top of tt police car one day :D

http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid1184801887/bctid1624825680
link to video of brian mcfadden slammed on the back glass of the police car on loan

anw i wun be going online to blog, tag, tagged, friendster or watever
would be online if im revising my work on net, like heymath
so say you gonna miss me

And the Earth feels better than heaven
Just because you're here

2008-09-19T18:08:00.002+08:00

my pay made my day :D

finally i've got my pay
say bye-bye to my poor days :D (for maybe a few more weeks?)
got 200+ in my possesion, wow
hopefully it gonna last me long

biology test today, and i'm lucky to be able to complete my bio homework
or else no submittion, no test
ytd's homeworks are hard... damn it
olestra thingy ==
and today, it's dth easy (dth= damn the hell f.y.i.)
im sure to pass man :D

and chinese im damn pissed, and it ruined my day

english, made to collect money again
paid mine, like finally
today thr's no assembly,
so stayed in hmroom, did some self revision
and updates on my cf files
borrrredom

went to funan to collect my pay, oh man so long i've not been to town
and got back for pathetic maths remedial, me only
the rest i dunno where they've fly to ==
dth i was bored..
so i jus did trigo with paster bq
trigo identities hahas

went to toa payoh rite away after bathing, cos gotta pass andy his pay
and walked round and oruind with him and went home

and look forward, exams!
this blog has been here for 7 months alr
very soon it's gonna be the end of this yr, and we'll be setting to go for our o's
time jus passes so fast, and im gonna pick up steps
revision for examination!
amaths, maths, physic, biology, history, social studies
art prep to be completed too
and i believe, vry soon, these will be my past
& im looking forward to the future ;D

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

& i'm so sick of love songs...

2008-09-17T12:54:00.003+08:00

hey i'm done with the amaths it day work,
maths one i cant find,
chinese and english, i assume thr's none
and for bio one and english vocab, i'll do it today
along with my chinese compo and hist seq practice
wow today's damn crammed up
woke up at 8am, and i slept at 9:30 ytd!
went i somehow wake up at midnight, my mp3's still on
oh man, my bad habit
but i was somehow kinda tired, and i switched it off and slept again
wat a pig, and jocelyn called me one ytd night hahas
tt girl with full of gunpowder

suddenly i have this tendency to study
unlike last term, which is total crap
i was all along in hols mood, maybe cos i have deprived june holidays?
but this tym, no
cos i've got this feeling, i have the potential to do whatever i believe i can
jus tt im so locked up, and the prev show made me more confident than ever
im pumping myself with studies haha
so now u notice, it's aint unusual seeing me copy down notes
and i dun wanna let teachers who tried their best in teaching us down
should not waste their effort
for chinese, i jus wanna get the "throne" back, i did badly for my common test
k not wanting to boast, the "throne" is aint much of throne
i jus want my standard of chinese to go back to how it should be, and tt's my "throne"
so dun get the wrong idea, i have no tendency to boast (:

anw i find art blog is cool, i wanna have one
whr i use art work as main topic of the post, and use it to express how i felt
but when will i be implementing it? im not sure
should be soon i guess

ok going art soon, last piece, last piece :D
after tt, im able to concentrate on revision alr
i've got no such request like getting first in class, top 5 what so ever
all i ask is to score well for humanities (:
god bless amen

2008-09-16T20:32:00.002+08:00

im back on post again!
didnt blog ytd, cos was sticking my eyes on videos :D
ya so now i've got to blog man

been busy recently, cos of the clay
but finally, im left with one more piece!
and i'll be done! :D
tomoro! one last day :D
hahas anw tomoro's it day, so shiok! (it reminds me of jin seok =x)
tomoro im gonna do my vry best man!
gonna make it perfect!
:D :D :D

and exam's closing in, im gonna work hard for humanities!
cnnt let teacher down, cos she work vry hard to teach
:D

ok gonna end here, im tired~
hahas seeya tmr in the morning!

2008-09-14T17:43:00.002+08:00

got this as souvenir from whatever :D
hahas a sotong, wonder if i'll become one after this
hahas u know im joking

anw i shall post about the family night?

so friday after school went to the artroom immediately for the angel clay making
ms ng wasnt thr, so went to the canteen to buy something to eat (p.s. i didnt had my lunch)
saw claudine thr, and chatted with her for a while
haha nvr knew the sch was so empty after sch

anw friday's a great commitment, completed two figures!
ballet shoe and zither(guzheng f.y.i.)
i didnt make the zither well, cos the plan's so wrong
the clay cant even hold the thread well =(
but the ballet shoes are quite a success :)
supposedly i should make somemore
but i have to go early, cos of the aps family night

sadly, ADRIAN CHONG'S late again ==
ya, tt guy made me wait for him for 30 sweet minutes
and olivia arrived earlier than him
suprisingly mr ong did remember me after so long
gave olivia her bdae card, without present cos adrian did not get to buy any =(
sorry man

anw anderson just look as familar as it is
jus tt some things changed alot
no more fancy wall paintings, with additional cyber cafe, which is vry much cooler than last yr
and this tym the night isnt vry nice
many areas were closed down, and no more candles =(
damn i bought 3 packets and all gone to waste..

saw many people thr, like cj, kiakiat, yanfeng and many others
and rachel went oso, hahas she told me she's not at first
and tt was quite a surprise

and the whole event got bought, i decided to go the amk with adrian and his sister
oh man, believe it? im actually chose to go to whr i find boring
and saw fengying at the train station

so walked arnd amk hub till 10:15
charmaine has become my sister, hahas wow tt's cool
:D

arh ok this post wasnt much complete, but i think it should be ok
cos i gtg

anw i like my new blogsong, like only a woman can by brian mcfadden!
my idol?

"She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can"
im really liking this song alot
and true, it's only a woman can
i doubt i wanna find such a woman so soon hahas
and the whole world's telling me to find myself a stead ==
forget it!

2008-09-11T19:52:00.002+08:00

hey im not tired today!
and so today morning, i was tired =/
yup cos ytd did not have a good night sleep, how unfortunately
and i was like so @_@ during the morning assembly
wat i could remember is tt we sang the national athem two times today!
lol thr's lotsa time i wanna address to this issue
it's like we've been singing our natl athem alot of time each day!!
nvm forget it

hcs did not come to sch today! :D
so no math! but thr's math test no matter what
the test was easy lar, i think i shud be able to score for the test :D
and watch the show "brotherhood of war" during s.s
it was a great show, about the korean war 1950
i even skip half of chinese and whole recess for tt

and left for chinese after tt, and found out we're not doing anything particularly
my compos assignments were well done :D

did some quiz for english
quite a fun one, and challenging hahas
though i didnot able to complete it

c.i.p today! went to the bishan home for the intellectual disabled as volunteers
the bus we're in is bad in condition(boo) hahas jkjk
and alicia borrowed from me my mp3
at first is like im hesitating..
check my playlist, all songs with vulgarities
schroll schroll schroll
switch to chinese playlist then pass to her hahas
cant blame me, i jus like rapmusic alot
the class was separated into 2 groups, one do the cleaning, another do the gardening
i did the gardening with alicia, cheryl, chenli and rachel
damn fun man, chenli kept pulling up long weeds with deep roots
while the rests of us jus managed to pull those which are small or simply have small roots
took some pictures oso, though not with me
will post it up someday when i recieve it from alicia

today's cip's kinda fun hahas

so walked to j8 from thr with edward, cheryl and rachel
chenli and alicia walked so fast tt it's hard for us to catch up
after tt alicia went home
left me, chenli, edward and rachel
edward tt bastard brought 200 bucks with him 0.0
lol richguy
so i was with edward as he wanna buy the tongue stud
rcahel and chenli went to popular to buy smth
oh man, edward's so rich tt he actually spent 8.80 to treat us drinks
and took train with chenli and rachel, since edward's so rich tt he chose to take taxi home,
when ike what he said, his house is jus 5 busstops away
i alighted at yck with rachel, and walked with her until my house thr
(anw we live near each other)
and luckily i took an extra bio worksheet
cos she lost hers, and mrs choy mentioned tt she will giv us dc if we failed to pass up tomro
(it's hols hw fyi)
well tt worksheet did not goes to waste :D

today's real good, i like it :D

ok i gotta go, im sleepy haha
and ya... tomoro aps family night!
gonna finish up my clay after school asap and go for tt night :D